For those that don't know .

Hahaha .

I just wanna thank GLENNNNNNN ~
& presley ; not to forget .
Aiya , today the whole day I at home sleeping ! ;DD
Not saying I'm pig la , because EGG DROP ! :x
Plus I can't go out , cause my eyes cannot even see properly ;
too small ler , swollen =/

Okay la , yesterday was crying over alot things .
I quarrelled with three people in 3hours ? Or less I think .
Haha , it's like . I quarrelled with my mum ,
cool down ler , then with him , then peace ler ,
Then with Jasmine . That is what I couldn't take it .

I don't know why , is like , when you're angry & the person just don't says the right words .
Instead he/she's scolding you , like kind of lecture .
WTF , I was writing all my thoughts out on a piece of paper halfway ,
when I received the SMS , I was like ,
Break down ,
I threw the pencil away ,
Started crying .

& worst is I couldn't stop .
It's more heartbreaking then the two quarrels back .
Is like , you are my sister , & yet you don't side me ,
you scold me .
Whatever la , I feel like telling you , just throw away the present ,
delete all my msges & contact ,
let's just end this friendship .

I don't wish to talk more ,
I feel like closing my blog already .
Everyday something happen , It bounds to be bad things .
Now one by one all my close sisters are leaving me .
& close friends .
I don't even know if he will leave me ,

But i'm slowly replacing each & everyone ,
with a new friend everyday .
In the end I know I'm the one suffering ,
but I know , I still have close friends ,
& my loved ones .


Yesyesyes , yesterday was on phone with Glennnn for like , almost 3 hours .
Thanks for calling me , & hearing all my nonsense and rubbish ,
I felt alot better , seriously .
=D

& presley , sorry I didn't reply you .
I didn't know what to say , & was too sad to reply =/

As for William , sorry I woke you when you're sleeping !
haha , didn't know who to go to .

& Yujia , sorry for msging you when you're working .
& thanks you still took time to reply ~

Realised something ? All guys right ?
Because I realised I can't go to girls when I'm down .
Instead of cheering me , they will talk things with me .
& it's like , I don't like .
I need to cool down first before I want talk with you .
=)

But I still thank girls like , Daffy , Mich , Ganjies & rowena to be there yea ? =D
Sorry If I missed out your name (:
I will live my life happily , without those who don't even know me .
Hahah , I don't wish to cry anymore ! ;)

Too bad , I got nothing to say to you ;]

Thanks peep .

YEAYEAYEA ~

People , I'm alright now !

Thanks alot , especially to the game :x

Actually it was the game that cheered me ?

& thanks to people like ,

Daffy , Presley , My two godsister , Aloy ,

& whoever that is , I don't remember now .

Thanks Daffy for blogging bout me in her blog ,

http://easemypainplease.blogspot.com/

Presley for doing stupid things ;

letting me scold ,

the one who talked to me when I'm down .

My Ganjies for spending the day with me ,

& Jieying's lectures :x

Aloy , for reading my blog , asking me to cheer up .

& HAHA ! I'm fine already !

Still got some people la , my apple , ah seng , colin , glenn & blahblah . =x

thanks alot ar ! But I still will emo when I want . =/

I'm feeling sick now , sorry ar !

takecare people ~~

When I hear your voice I wanna cry ..

What if I just die one day ?

Who will care if I just die one day ?
Maybe you , who is reading this post .
But I won't know who is willing to ask why .

Yes , I'm really not in the mood to do anything .
Perhaps a blog post can help me .
First thing today I woke up ,
I wasn't feeling fine ; plus I was late .
I left my juniors alone . Sorry girls .

I have to help my brother get his books ,
I was thinking who to call .
I ran through my phone list ,
No one was free , or rather ; I didn't know who to call .
William is so farfarfar away , & yujia , sleeping I think .
He hasn't been sleeping for days .

I called my Ganjie(jieying) to see where is she ,
It was great she could accompany in the end ,
however , last minute cannot , we went to eat instead since I haven't been eating since last night .

William wants to meet me , Daffy wants to meet me too .
I went to simei with my Ganjies , then stayed there whole day ,
Playing psp , till now , the fucking headache haunts me again .

I didn't even have mood when I was eating ,
food seems so tasteless ; & I was only like eating for filling my stomach .
Whatever joke they crack , to me , I can't even understand what they are talking about .
I don't feel good , especially with the headache .
At least I'm not sad , cause I can finally play games well & defeat some monsters .
I can't imagine , if I am at home , what can I do ?

Let's not be sad , since it's another 3 months to my birthday :]
Why the hell is the show playing some sad song when i'm in a pissed mood .
Like I always say , " You'll be fine as long as you get used to it . "
I'm fine , seriously , cause its outside only .
& thanks to those who tell me loads about bgr things .

I was in a bad mood just now , but good thing weikwang's sister called me ,
making me blur , but later realise it was all a mistake .
At least that made me smiled awhile .
I'm off , I don't know what to post already .

Maybe I'll get better after a good cry ; & sleep .

I wished I could get out of this ;

You haven't msg me again .

What a Boyfriend should do .

When she walks away from you mad

[ Follow her ]

When she stares at your mouth

[ smile...then kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hits you

[ hug her tight ]

When she starts cursing at you

[ say i love you ]

When she's quiet

[ hold her hand and ask what's wrong ]

When she ignores you

[ act cute so she'll notice you ]

When she pulls away

[ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst

[ tell her you love her and she still looks amazing ]

When you see her start crying

[hold her...ask her what's wrong]

When you see her walking

[ approach her..give a kiss on the cheek. ]

When she's scared

[assure her you're not going to leave her ]

When she lays her head on yours houlder

[ tilt your head too..and hold her hand ]

When she steals your favourite hat

[ let her keep it]

When she teases you

[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesnt answer for a long time

[ reassure her that everything is okay ]

When she looks at you with doubt

[ Back yourself up ]

When she says that she likes you

[ she really does more than you could understand ]

When she grabs at your hands

[ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]

When she bumps into you

[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]

When she tells you a secret

[ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes

[ dont look away until she does ]

When she misses you

[ she's hurting inside ]

When you break her heart

[ the pain never really goes away ]

When she says its over

[ she still wants you to be hers ]

When she repost this bulletin

[ she wants you to read it ]

- Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her

- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you:

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

- Tease her and let her tease you back.

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

- Watch her favourite movie with her or her favourite show even if you think its stupid.

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes.

- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.

- Let her know she's important.

- Kiss her in the pouring rain.

- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking babe?"

If you do post this in the next four minutes the one you love will :

•Call you.

•Kiss you.

•Love you.

•Text you.

Haha ? Kind of like , cool right ? Ohmygod ,
If this kind of boyfriend really exists , I bet all girls will run after him .
He's definately the sweetest guy ! ;D

So guys you all should really do that ! ( I'm not hinting you dar .. )


Yes , One month ! ;D
ILOVELOHFOOKSOON ♥ !

YEAYEAYEAAAA ~ HIGH-NESS .

1Dicks0n8 Tml Is Coming For Me!!! =D says:
never mind
1Dicks0n8 Tml Is Coming For Me!!! =D says:
i dont want u to say anything
1Dicks0n8 Tml Is Coming For Me!!! =D says:
u just need to know that
1Dicks0n8 Tml Is Coming For Me!!! =D says:
in this world only this guy called loh fook soon
1Dicks0n8 Tml Is Coming For Me!!! =D says:
love you
♥CALL ME PEGGY. ★ Baby you are my life ! ; says:
HAHAHA .
♥CALL ME PEGGY. ★ Baby you are my life ! ; says:
I LOVE YOU TOO !
1Dicks0n8 Tml Is Coming For Me!!! =D says:
=)=)

Understand why am I happy ?
I think I'm nuts , seriously :/
Anyway , it's actually also because alot people's talking to me ! :D
I can't wait till 26dec ! THE FIRST MONTH ! ;D

;x
iloveyouuuu~!

Merry Christmas (:

In case my blog gets bored , cause of all the emo post ,
I'm gonna post something nice . =/
But I doubt it can be VERY nice .


So , yesterday was Christmas Eve , I bet many must be celebrating be it with friends or loved ones .
I was celebrating it as well , with friends .
No loved ones .
I was out with more than 2o people . Interesting ?
& best part is , I know almost all of them ;DDD

Sorry bestie ! For being super late ,
& daffy . =x
Sorry to both of you , michelle also .
haha , I am always late , but I'll try to improve on it ;x
SUMPA~

23rd , I was out with Dearrie to get her presents for people .
Last minute luh , actually I was meeting Daffy , but I decided to accompany both . =x
Met Dearrie at control station , went to action city @ Heerens .
We saw super cute stuffs , however mich wants to go over to Cine to see , so .
Went over , & it started raining !
Ate long john ; & i noticed some ah bengs kept staring , cause mich too chio ;x

after that we went to Heerens again , good thing got umbrella :x
Aiya , cut short .

Went to Heerens , Cine , Far East , Bugis .
That's quite alot as it was raining & we keep walking the same places .

At night meet Daffy , so sorry I was late .
Pei her shop also , then she bought her MUGS , real cute yea ,
& stickers whatsoever . =/
William was around too . I think they both very cute lor . hahaha . xD
Went around pasar malam , then went to walk daffy back .

Then me & william slack & chatted at 2o9 .
It has been such long time since i went there , saw Joel they all .
Around 12am went to wait for bus , then william left I walked home .
& yes , I really got the urge to see you .

Went home , sleep .
I really couldn't get to sleep . Every night I will turn here turn there ,
Just couldn't sleep cause I don't get to see your msg .
OKAY , FULLSTOP .
Don't wish to elaborate .
But we are okay already , just that .
I don't know .

Back to Christmas eve ,
went to meet william , then yujia & weian .
went to find his friends . ALOT PEOPLE LA .
wanted to go eat C something de . I forgot the name .
But it was packed .
Furthermore we have around 2o people , sure no place .
So walk to Suntec , & eat @ Just Noodles .
lol . weird la , then the whole 2o+ people sat together , damn cool .
But hor , cannot even get out ! like the chairs all closely packed , troublesome luh .

There de food quite nice , we had loads of fun in between .
& some brought their girlfriend along ,
Xue thought william is my boyfriend ? :xx
The rest should know it's not since they saw him before =/

ANYWAY , we went to choose present later for yujia's brother .
cute luh . really cute . his didi is like so young! then yujia told him is Santa give him de present ;D

Yes , i went to the corner , filled with children's stuff .
too bad he isn't around . we both need each other badly , but we are not together .
Or maybe is I need him only .
When to Cine later at night . So fun .

We encountered alot of funny things , & angry also laa .
Okay , saw quite a number of familar faces , then i realise how actually humans can look alike .
Then got this Ah neh uncle who's drunk la .
He almost got beaten up .
Long story , then in the end I met Jasmine&friends , slack awhile then go home .
The bus ride should be more than one hour . lol .

Tired , shag when i was home .
Bath cause I kena spray by some bangalah for nothing ,
then cooked noodles for myself .
RETARD la .
& you didn't msg me again before you sleep ):

Don't feel like blogging already .
Off to rest .
Takecare people .

Tml's one month baby.

Do you remember it ?

Whatever it is ,

I'll love you no matter what.

&you'll always be in my mind.

Walk with me to school okay?

ilu;imu&inu♥

Sarang is ?

So many times , I asked myself ,
why , when it comes to love , I just totally is a irresponsible person .
Who only knows how to regret , after I lost it .

Yes , I'm too young for that , but who , in this Earth , doesn't seeks to be loved ?
Forget about that . & yea , one question :
Why do couples always quarrel ? & it's like , they don't do that when they are not together; but both like each other .

I know the answer , but it's my own answer .
That's because , when a girl & a guy is in love but NOT together ,
you don't belong to that someone ; as in not devoted .
But when you're together , you have to be committed ,
& that's when the other half , usually the guys , feel that the girl's presence is for granted .
I'm not saying guys are usually the ones , but most of the case it's like that .

Somehow being in love & not together is what most girls want ;
But being together is what most guys want .
That's my opinion .

How do you define a good boyfriend ?
Someone who is always there for you ?
Or one that always stick with you ?
Or maybe one that can fulfill all your wants & needs ?
Personally , I feel that as long as being together with that someone can make you happy ;
even without seeing him , or being next to him , you can have the sense or security ,
I think he's the one for you .

Not only that , he must really understand you .
Telepathy doesn't mean everything .

I'm talking so much , & yet , it doesn't get to the point about what I want to say .
I feel that I've totally changed .
I cry whenever you said something wrong .
Or rather , when I feel like crying .
I can cry because I miss you .
& why ? Why is a short text message so important to me ?
& friends , are they some kind of disturbance ?
Am I giving in enough ?
Why do I always think so much ?
I just feel that I can't be secured , it's like , total different feeling when we were not together .

I don't think I should give up my friends just because of a boyfriend .
Last night , I told you william replied me , & you replied ,
as though you wanted to quarrel with me .
In the end , you didn't reply again .
I can tell you now , I asked william out .
He asked me why am I weird , I told him maybe I am not happy .
& the reason for asking him out is because I know he can cheer me up no matter what .
Despite the things he did , I still treat him like he's my best ever friend .

I don't know why you guys don't like him ,
but I just feel happy for at least I know , he's still my friend .
He once told me , I was his only friend .
I found that rather true , maybe because of his character .

I don't know why am I saying so much .
I need a place for me , to get all these out to you ,
or whoever that is interested .
I have plenty more things to say , but I think it's pointless .
Maybe I should tell Jasmine , since she always want to hear me rant .

Another 4 days to one month .
I don't think we'll be celebrating it .
Maybe I really shouldn't care so much whether you reply me or not .
Or whether you are out with who ,
talking to which girl , can go out with me or not .
I think I care too much .
If one day , my tears have gone dry because I'm numb ,
I'm sorry love , for I have already given up on you then .

Sorry for saying all these ;

I really don't know what you see in me.

& what is the purpose of being your gf .

Looking back at the days when we're not together ,

I somehow feel that you treat it more seriously .

Bianehyo.

Boohoo !

hello readers ! =x


aiya , actually I also don't know what to post ,

just for the sake of those who miss me ,

those who likes to click & view my blog with/without tagging ,

those who care ,

& those that love me ,

I'll blog . =x

I sound so unwilling right ?

Look at the time & you'll know why .

I won't tell you what i did for the past weeks/days ,

cause there is too many activitives going on .

Only my dar knows , cause i wrote it out on a card for him (:

Let's have a preview of the card :

I can't let you guys see the whole thing cause i haven't pass it to him yet :x

Yea , school's reopening , I'm abit sad though ,

cause I really don't know what will happen .

Bye to my green name-tag ;

Bye to my fellow current sec 3s friends ;

Bye to my hopes & everything .

Who knows maybe it will be better for me ?

I can't imagine what will happen after they all graduate ):

Christmas is coming ,

followed by 26 ♥ ,

then 27 got band pract ,

I think k-boxing is either on 24 or 28 :/

& school starts on the 2nd of Jan , NOT THIRD .

Okay la , got to go .

I'll try to update more if possible ,

I'm toooooooo lazy :/

takecare peeps .

Something sweeeeeeeeet~

fooksoon sent 12/9/2007 4:09 PM:
.ILOVEYOU BAOBEI!!
fooksoon :
dun be sad ler laa
fooksoon :
i be back on 16/12/2007
fooksoon :
wait for my good news there <3
fooksoon :
take good care of urself hor
fooksoon :
dun get hurt by anything
fooksoon :
must be strong
fooksoon :
i will be at ur right side of ur heart
fooksoon :
everyday accompany u eat
fooksoon :
i gtg tonight ler
fooksoon :
10.30pm need to reach airport
fooksoon :
1am flight
fooksoon :
TAKECARE OH~~
fooksoon :
byebye
fooksoon :
wo ai ni LAO PO DA REN!!!
fooksoon :
XOXO


Sorry if some were toooooo sweet :x
Actually okay la , well , I didn't know he wrote this .
Yea , I'm now at home , feeling REAL bad .

I'm sick , & i left my two pretty&cute juniors in band ,
I'm really afraid they will die sia !
I mean , even for me , i also like cannot make it ler ,
It's like , every pract i lust play again and again .
*CRIES* ; but let's just hope ria can play when she's back :/

Yes , i promised him I'll do him the card thing ,
& when I'm done , I'll upload the pictures ! :x
sure very funny de . x)

Nothing much to post ler , I want go rest le ,
Got time I'll be back .
seeeeeeyou ~



Replies to taggggs :

* xiner ; hannah ; xuefang ; christine ; isabella ; andrea : RELINKED & LINKED ! :D
* hannah : thanks ar , will de laa . you & him also ! :D
* cheryl : extensions at city plaza ; paya lebar ;)
* bestie : you then change ar ;x
* alicia : hahaha xD .
* passerby : why ? you are ? :/
* xuanhui : no need ler laa . haha .
* erika : lol ! since pri school , but pri 4 i think , she was in the same tuition as me ! ;D
* gideon : BIG PIGGGGG~
* wuhuan : haha , you so wi liao luhhhhh :p
* aloy : aiya , you also laa . XD

OH MY GOD .

Okay okay , a quick post .
Cause I'm running late for tuition later . =/
Er , I just realised A LOT of SECRETS !
:x . & I really wonder if that time he told me & i was aware of it what will happen =/
I guess none of you readers get what i mean ;
BUT WELL , haha . IT'S A SECRET ;)

These past few days i was at home half of the time ,
ar bo meet him , or my gan-jie .
No ! Still got , half of my week was in school ; FOR BAND !
GOODNESS , i almost cried la , can die sia .
Really got to improve my playing =(

So damn hungry now , good thing got the chocolate WE bought yesterday :p
hahahaha .
& I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND .
that was rather random , but yea . ILOVEYOU (:
I guess I'll blog some other days .
Seeyou ! ^^

We quarrelled ,

realised our mistakes .

These few days while you will be away ,

I promise I won't anyhow .

Have fun there okay ?

Don't miss me ! :D

26nov /

I've lots to tell you all , but it seems that I'm rather lazy to write it all out .
So longggg never blog le ! SORRY AR .

I can't remember what has happened , so let's FLASHBACK .
Yesterday I just came back from chalet .
OHMYGOD . It was just like meeting-the-parents .
It wasn't my chalet , it was my nanny's 2nd son's family chalet .
But as we were rather close with them , me & my 2 godsister, which is their cousins are all invited . =x

I wonder if i have a picture of them , will dig it out later .
Okay , SO , the last thing i remembered was ,
I was having a badbadbadbadbad damn bad pain in my stomach ,
It wasn't really stomach-ache , I don't know .
The pain almost made me cry .

Oh , & 四宝 was sticking to him badly . xD
Oh no , diedie , next time .. okay , don't think ler .
I was having sunburns all over , & now I'm a blackie ! :D
tanned de . coooooool~
& boy I'm sorry !
I know I made you wait outside for 3 longg hours .
I swear it won't happen again , in whatever chalet that is to come =x
sorrrrrrry lehh . feel so bad .
should have not fall asleep so fast , ):

& william ! paiseh neh , when we were sleeping you alone EMO .
Actually all the time you were alone ,
cause me & him like stick together de :S
I believe it's not that you don't have friends ,
maybe your character just make ppl think you got AP .
But you always have me as s friend (:

Overall the girls & ladies were satisfied with him , making him leave a good impression ((:
Just for your info , the chalet is all filled with FEMALE .
Cause the father had to work , so he went home .
& I saw alot people at chalet ! As in downtown .
;D

& a few days back , nothing really happen laa .
Just meetings , going down to chalet & so on .

Then back to 26th Nov , =z
It all sets out that I was meeting meihua ,
But the BIG rain crashed everything , making me meet bobo at around 2 when the rain ended .
I think on every date , we just won't fit , as in our dressing .
It was either I too formal , or he too formal .
weird laa .

We headed to Nokia care @ Century , but it was packed .
So he decided we don't wait , and went to Heartland Mall find Jasmine .
I didn't know time FLIES when we were there .
After there we went to Suntec ;DD
LIKE FINALLY back there , everything so different !
This corner that is next to the MY-Playground is all filled with kiddy things !
I WANT GO THERE AGAIN !
& then the fountain . Got alot angels ! ^^

We went to watch Enchanted ,
It was nice to me , but I think he was falling asleep .
When the movie ended , we went over to the kiddy corner we sat there and watch the cartoons !
Cute luh .
Went to meet jasmine & his brother ,
william joined us later to eat ,
we left , went to meet xinyu ,
she headed home , me william him walked home .
Then I reach home , william went to his house .

Days before , I went to Daffy's friend's chalet !
Okay , the people there were friendly =)
Had fun , but didn't really sleep much .
& i took out my extensions ! DDD':
No money put back . =x

That's about it laa . I really don't remember the rest ler .
& Monday working ! :D
that day only :/
Yujia's friend's chalet is coming along ,
Christmas is coming ,
School holidays ending .
I'll study soon ;)
Got to go , very hungry .

Everyone take care alright ? Don't forget your jackets & blankie when you sleep !
MISSYOU ALLL !

& before i forget . the girls' photo :


From left to right : Jing Xuan ( 四宝) ; Jing En (三宝) ; Jing Wen (Ah Wen) ; Jing Yi ( Ah Mei) .

Boy ; iloveyou♥