Wednesday, December 26, 2007

What if I just die one day ?

Who will care if I just die one day ?
Maybe you , who is reading this post .
But I won't know who is willing to ask why .

Yes , I'm really not in the mood to do anything .
Perhaps a blog post can help me .
First thing today I woke up ,
I wasn't feeling fine ; plus I was late .
I left my juniors alone . Sorry girls .

I have to help my brother get his books ,
I was thinking who to call .
I ran through my phone list ,
No one was free , or rather ; I didn't know who to call .
William is so farfarfar away , & yujia , sleeping I think .
He hasn't been sleeping for days .

I called my Ganjie(jieying) to see where is she ,
It was great she could accompany in the end ,
however , last minute cannot , we went to eat instead since I haven't been eating since last night .

William wants to meet me , Daffy wants to meet me too .
I went to simei with my Ganjies , then stayed there whole day ,
Playing psp , till now , the fucking headache haunts me again .

I didn't even have mood when I was eating ,
food seems so tasteless ; & I was only like eating for filling my stomach .
Whatever joke they crack , to me , I can't even understand what they are talking about .
I don't feel good , especially with the headache .
At least I'm not sad , cause I can finally play games well & defeat some monsters .
I can't imagine , if I am at home , what can I do ?

Let's not be sad , since it's another 3 months to my birthday :]
Why the hell is the show playing some sad song when i'm in a pissed mood .
Like I always say , " You'll be fine as long as you get used to it . "
I'm fine , seriously , cause its outside only .
& thanks to those who tell me loads about bgr things .

I was in a bad mood just now , but good thing weikwang's sister called me ,
making me blur , but later realise it was all a mistake .
At least that made me smiled awhile .
I'm off , I don't know what to post already .

Maybe I'll get better after a good cry ; & sleep .


I wished I could get out of this ;
You haven't msg me again .

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