Will it be better if we ain't together?

I am thinking too much again.

I swear I feel you cold towards me.
Or maybe, somehow you feel the same.
But hey, you don't even look me in the eye anymore?

Maybe later part then you were okay.

Now I couldn't get to sleep.
Thinking of how your friends are more important to you,
maybe I should not hold you too tight.

I think my friends need me too.

I miss how we were in the past, I really do...

女朋友是这样对待的吗？

I know all i am to you now is being unreasonable.

Cause I restrict you from meeting your friends etcetc.

Stand in my shoes and look at it ok.

I take off from last month just to go out with you every month and ended up you're just meeting me for a movie.

If that is the best you can do to your gf, I rather you go out your friends.

Your friends last min ask you out can even win my date that I asked for a month.

These just shows how nice you are okay.

You say you don't like me to do last min changes, yet you did it today,

made me sleep the whole day till 7+, 8 and tell me you're just meeting me for a midnight movie.

I should just have asked my friends out.

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Great, I just did what I want.

How?

Hi earthlings.

I don't know what have I done. Or what the hell am I thinking now.

I'm lost. I'm paranoid.

Did I do something wrong?

I sensed that it feels like May 2009 suddenly.

He is being cold and its so weird.

Is it just me? Or really something has happened that I didn't know?

How God? I'm very unstable now.

If you were my close friend, you would have known that past few days weren't good at all.

Now I'm broke too.

But I'm broke cause I'm saving. Ironic hor?

I really wish to upload some pictures, but sorry my phone really cannot make it.

Maybe when I ask from someone.

I should stop thinking now, ask him tomorrow, and trust him <3

Meaningless.

What makes a good relationship?

Being able to compromise, gain trust by one another and never do things behind your partner's back.

So what if all these are not present in a relationship?

No one is perfect, that is why we accept flaws and try to change it.

You are really lucky, if one day you meet a guy, who totally has what you like.

But wait, can he accept the way you are?

I know I am not perfect, neither are you.

Therefore we must learn to give in, and give way to one another.

In my relationship, its not all about me.

I will give in, if it is right. But seeing that you no longer want to give in, whatever I do won't change any fact.

If you don't wish to give in, compromising won't happen.

All you will get is quarrels everyday.

About trust issue, cmon guys. If your girl is talking to someone else out there, so what?

We need a life too, we need friends.

IF YOU CAN'T BE THERE WHEN WE NEED YOU, ITS OUR FRIENDS WHO CAN BE THERE.

But to the girl, get a life also.

If your guy can throw away all his friends for you, please don't be demanding and go overboard.

He can do it, so can you.

That applies if only his world is all about you.

Whatever, trust is important.

Without trust, the relationship is broken.

No understanding also.

Last of all, doing things behind your back.

If you want to meet a girl/guy, tell your partner.

Why lie? Things will turn nasty if he/she realised you are lying.

Isn't it?

Be frank, if he/she trust you, he/she will understand.

If they can't, fuck them. You should not even be together with him/her.

Saying so much, what about to myself?

UGLY

Because I know at least Hannah & Joey is stalking my blog, so I'll post (:

Facts about today/ what I have been thinking:

1. My left middle finger hurts like a dog.

This is because I was practicing guitar for someone's birthday video. Was like, OMG. Kill me?!

But I was pro enough to learn through Youtube! :D

2. Screw the fucking class outing.

I swear to Jesus Christ/ Mother Mary/Guanyi pusha/Sun Wukong and all the other religions god I will never organize such stupid outing again.

Because all i get in the end is anger due to receiving all the lame and stupid excuses.

Cmon, get a life. JUST ONE FUCKING DAY WILL KILL YOU OR MAKE YOU FAIL EXAMS MEH?!

Whatever, I still prefer clique outing :)

3. Quit CCA, do something constructive.

Not exactly my CCA is bad, but I really got no time for it. But how should I tell Sakina? :(

4. Studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

I always tell myself must study. But what do I do in the end? Hais.

5. Why do people always like to get hurt by the same person twice?

6. I yearn for a couple date soon! <3

7. Waxing next friday should be cool!

8. Diet, BURN FATS.

9. Too many things on my mind. I should get an organizer soon.

10. Last of all, thanks to Hannah, Joey & Khairul for making my life in Poly awesome <3

Not forgetting my dear baby boy, goodluck for your prelims!