What's wrong?

I don't know where to begin.
I don't know what went wrong.
Something about me.
Something is different.


I get agitated easily.
I get annoyed.
Whatever that is happening, I find it stupid.
I think I've changed.
Things around me are the same.
Why can't I just pretend nothing happened?


I can't clique with friends anymore.
I got new social circle.
But nobody is there.
I think that he don't understand me enough.
Will he be there when I cry?
Or I think I've watched too much drama.


I feel pathetic.
Maybe I am pathetic.
I got no true friends.
Or maybe like mummy said, I'm used to being ill fated.
I should get used to this feeling soon.



Being alone can be really nice sometimes.
Just have to be positive.

DULAN.

This post is gonna be vulgar, anger, whatever.

First of all, peggy is moodswinging.
That explains so much about all the anger & attitude.
Sorry lor, I unhappy is like that de la.
So if you cannot stand it, too bad.

AT LEAST I"M SAYING A FUCKING SORRY TO THOSE I OFFENDED OR PROVOKED ME.

Thanks.


Second, things aren't exactly well for me.
If you saw my Fb status, you know why la.

FRIENDS.

Seriously sometimes I cannot stand it.

WHY THE FUCK YOU CALL ME AS FRIEND WHEN YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE TIME FOR ME.

Aiya, I don't even need people like you la.
I really am not pointing this at anyone, but if you feel guilty then its not my fault.
I'm stating sometime real.
Don't want go out just say okay.
Don't need tell me a lot excuses, nb.
Not like I will kill you if you don't want? Just be direct la. Why so not steady la. Fuck.


Then, comes to work.
I'm not exactly angry about this la. Just that I met a very irritating customer yesterday?
Suay lor, I not in the mood what. Ji tao is,
Eh hello, you very rich de leh. Need be so niau meh?

C'mon. GET A FUCKIN' LIFEEEEE!!!!

Ma de, last one is school la.
FUCK THAT SHIT?!
I called like don't know how many bloody number? ALL CANNOT SOLVE MY PROBLEM.
Now I got my ID & password, ITS RETARDEDLY INVALID.

WTF IS THIS?!

They better make it okay if not I really complaining.

Too bad, I got vent it out all here.
Cause I really feel that there is no one I can talk to.

I hate it when you talk your things to people, they don't response.
Cb then I talk to you for fuck; talk to wall better? -.-

Then, talk to those that keep interrupting.
Do you have to be so rude not?

Also, those that will end up telling you more about their problem & not caring about yours.
Really la. Don't fuckin call me as your friend.

After all, maybe I've changed.
Maybe I expected too much.
I still feel that old friends are better.
At least they understand you more.

I am so going to enjoy tomorrow <3