Life just continues..

I feel a lot better when I said everything I wanna tell him.
Don't worry to those who cared for me :)
I will be okay soon.
Though I will still be hoping we're still together...


For those taking Mother Tongue Os tomorrow, Good Luck!
I hope the whole week of Mother Tongue Intensive has helped us a lot.
Please, I want a Distinction badly ):

Couple of days ago, had our annual sports day.
I was so burned! Not to mention how I looked now :/
With so much practice, we won our Caterpillar Race & Three Legged Race !
HOORAYYYY~
But my tan is so uneven! Now my face, hands & legs are itching ):
I want to go tanning! :D

I'm getting more bra soon! :D

Will upload more pictures again okay? :]
Seeyou people!

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亲爱的珍佩：

近来如何? 星期一就要考试了吧. 有没有把握呢? 知道吗, 我最近失恋了. 那种感觉好难受. 这么办呢?

每天, 我都告诉自己, 我会过的更快乐, 我不会让这个影响我. 但是,我不可以否认, 我还想他. 还比以前想他. 真的没有办法挽救吗? 我从来没有想过事情汇变成这样。为什么？

我不想写了。因为我只会更难过。再见。

Does waiting or holding on help?

You said I don't treat you as well as I've treated the rest of my ex before.
In fact I've really never accepted someone younger before.
You, made me change it all.
Everything, new experiences,
Being a better girlfriend,
Giving in,
Trying hard to accept all your flaws.
But everything will come to an end, isn't it?

I've thought through the night, and realised breaking up couldn't be helped.
Maybe you already fell for another girl.
Maybe you just got sick of me.
All the things you've said before, it went through my mind many times,
I really don't know what went wrong.
It's just Fate ending, I think.

Whatever it is, I've said to myself,
Thanks for letting me have you before.
Today on, I'll be a better student.
I will study.
No more relationship.
No more guys.
I hope you find your love soon, study hard too.
=)

No more visiting you,
No more waiting for me at JC
No more walking me to school,
No more downloading of new songs,
No more hurts,
No more Love,
No more You.

Tears are cold, aren't they?

Never had I felt so lost.
Yes, maybe I do before.
But it's too strong now.

I will respect your decision on what you want okay?
I just want to tell you I still love you.
Simple three words to express it all.

Ups & Downs.

What can I post today?

Meeting up with Ian later to watch movie.
Hope it's nice. =)
Recently crazy over Permanent.
It's nice.

And my MYE results are not that bad, nor good anyway.
Guess I really have to study harder.

I don't know how things will go.
27 is 4 days away.
Will it go well?

Talent, Occupation.

Well, as much as exams are over,

what students dread most is here!

RESULTS !

Tell me who loves results more than exams?

Sure you do, when you really think you can make it.

But for this MidYear, I think most of us are just demoralized.

That includes me for sure.

I already had the feeling that I wasn't prepared for Os just after the second day of exams?

It's nuts, but seriously,

WHY THE HELL WOULD SCHOOLS GIVE PAPERS WHICH ONLY DEMORALIZES US?

I don't get that.

Yes, to push us, get better results, what-so-ever.

But hey, when we don't do well for this papers, you all say we don't study hard.

Just like what Adam Khoo workshop taught us,

"Do you even think all the Triangles we learn in Maths we be
applicable in future?"

Don't tell me you would want to calculate the possibility of you getting a job in the future.

I know, we are students.

We must study. But can't schools encourage us in another way?

Now I'm so stressed I really wished that I wasn't born.

Or at least could just go out to work.

Maybe I can push my luck.

Since I love to sing, why not go for audition?

Like Singapore Idol, whatever.

That's my forte.

I can be blogger too! :D

( Chenpei really wish to continue ranting... )

But whatever it is, I just have to do my best.

For that, only I know if I'm really pushing my potentials.

So people, whatever you do, always give it your best.

Even you may not be the Best,

But you're the Best yourself & you know it.

I just have to try harder next time.

This time is really horrendous.

Anyway, dark horse won AI !

Like even I'm amazed.

KRIS ALLEN LEHHHHHHH!

As humble as he is, I still remember he said:

" I may not be vocally good/better than the rest, but I'll always do my
best"

(something like that)

Yes! And because he constantly work hard, it paid off!

With much determination I'm sure we all can too!

Yea, the champion song was awesome too :D

(though I am still disappointed that Danny was out, but Kris is handsome too! :x )

Alright, that's all I think.

Dumpling Festival is coming, I want to "wrap dumpling" if I'm free! :DDD

Marking Day.

Cold is sucha bitch, why must it befriend me and steal away my smile,
my mood, my health & worst, my look.

Damn it, Cold. My medicine will kill you.


Tell me why it has come to a point where even sorry cannot save it.
I am sick, I just wanted concern, yet it turned out to be a quarrel.
I hate quarrels, worst is you being vulgar.
When I am honest about talking to other guys with you, you aren't happy.
If I'm doing it, you ask me not to make it so obvious.
That's as good as cheating.
I just want to be frank. Looks like I'm doing it all wrong again.
God, can you make peace between us?


The loved one is always not around when I'm sick,
I want to be healthy, because I want him to always be around me.

Makan !

I realised I spent quite some money on eating,
& it's a little unfair to the food if I didn't feature them because they went down my digestive system without contributing to their society,

So I'm gonna have a new Label called "YumYum" !

It will have pictures and post of where I went to eat etc :D

Great right? Chenpei Is The BEST.

So speaking about it, my classmates & I was intending to celebrate end of Mid-Year yesterday.
We went to InSing.com to search for places which sell Curry Fish-Head.
(I'm hungry already!)

So I found this really cool makan place called Sedap Corner located at 282 Bedok Road.
Because we don't remember the address, we had a hard time before exam calling people to search for us.

But worst is, being really dumb, we alighted at the wrong place!
It's supposed to be inside Bedok Market ( Simpang Bedok area ) and yet we alighted at near Bedok interchange.
How nice!


So after calling the restaurant we found out the place, & headed there.

Here comes another part, we were so glad to find the place cause most of us were starving already, BUT.

But upon reaching and having our seats, we realised there was no curry!
NO CURRY FISH-HEAD!

What to do, everyone was like, "Chenpei, smart la."

So we ordered what seems like a wide variety and makan !
(Quite a wide range of food available on the menu)

Aiya, you people must be hungry right?!
So here are the pictures!

The couple with their drinks :)

Gracia & Jiayi with their food. :))

Got curry, Green curry lo! Left is Iced Mocha.

Lastly, Mine! Steak :D

Well, the food was tasty and nice,
the boss was even nicer!

He treated us 2 Dip snacks because we were celebrating End of Exams.
Cool man! It's really delicious!

I'll give it a 4/5 :D

End of the post,
I'm really hungry now as the steak was my only meal yesterday.
Gotta cool some maggie! Byebye!

Bad Dream, Bad Day.

I woke up from a bad dream again.
Crying awake from a bad dream is really bad.

But it also makes me wonder, why would I dream of such things?

Maybe I'm really afraid, that's why.


It was even worst when I quarreled with him.
I guess I'm really at fault, for being so demanding and serious.
Sorry, love.


With Mid Year Exams coming to an end, I think my play-time is getting lesser,
and Mr Stress is about to haunt me.

Let's just let the photos do all the talking.

Replies :x

I realised that I always never fail to reply you guys tags :x
So here are the replies!


KAITING ;
im so jealous of your dimples, shit you

ME ;
nothing to be jealous of babe ~ :D

christine ;
girl, relink (:

ME ;
done! :)

Jerr ;
YO! visit u in sku again sometime =D

ME ;
As long as we don't drift can already...

SHUNI ;
YOOOOOOO!!! STILL RMB ME NOT!! :X

ME ;
Sure I do!!! :D When are we going outttt?

superman ;
dont you think gideon's like super hot and sexy

gideon
and wtf?you asked me link you,and you didnt link me??!!!

ME ;
Sorry gideon, I'm hotter :D & I'll link you up sooon ;x promised.

marianne ;
HI CHENPEI!

ME ;
Hi back Marianne! :D

Sixuan ;
Hi CHennnPeiiiiiiiiiiii (:
Sixuan(:
PEGGY ! ((: LOL. i very ugly in the photo. :X x)

ME ;
Hi sixuuuuuuuuuuuuan! I missed you ! & you're not ugly !

leonard ;
hello. ^^

ME ;
hello backyyy ~

rebecca ;
I MISS YOU !

ME ;
Darling I MISS YOU BADLY TOO! We should really meet up sooon!

jasmine ;
wow u dfferent in the pic.. jia you 4 yr study ya!!
jasmine
Meet up real soon ok gal! miss u

ME ;
Now you see that I'm the same ! =D & yes! We shall go K soon!

yihui ;
remember this saturday ar.. my big present.zzz

ME ;
Too bad I was sick !

ROWENA ;
BOYFRIEND BOYFRIEND!! :D
ROWENA
BOYFRIENDDDD<3333 :D
ROWENA
Hello Ily leh bf! :D

ME ;
HI GIRLFRIEND! :DD
I love you too! Coming 2 years alr! :D♥

xinyu ;
yo whoo ! hahahaa .

ME;
HAHA DAUGHTER!

SAMANTHA!
Your phone is so cool lor! Can drag and drop some more!

ME ;
Thanks! where got cool. okay laa~

jingwen ;
yoyo chenpei !! jingwenn here..hahas...link mii :)

ME ;
Sure!

Sengie ;
Hey relink please. Thanks :B

ME ;
Sure! ;D

Michael
BOO! Singing Peggy

ME ;
Hi Michael :D

khehBRYAN ;
yola peggy.

ME ;
Hi there Bully bryan :p

JANICE
HEY sweetie! how are you?

ME ;
I am fine sweetie! I miss you! How's life?

jing yi ;
hI ..TAGGED..haha..heys, got time i then link you..Go tag me...And link me too

ME ;
Will link and tag too! Study hard!

k.SEBAStian
lol! I know who is the guy with the sex video
k.SEBAStian ;
i got his link hahaha!
k.SEBAStian
lol, he so famous in some website. some people are worshipping him la. omg, totally sickening la.
k.SEBAStian ;
wa so fierce meh!

ME ;
Haiyo! you must be watching it at home right! hahahaha ;x
I agree too, blogger should like ban him or what la. Eeee .
& where got fierce!

aloy
relink me naughty girl http://aloy-owndiary.blogspot.com/ :)
aloy ;
cheer up naughty girl! rest well alright :)

ME ;
Don't worry naughty boy, I'm fine! :D You take care too yea~

reuben ;
relax! long time nvr chat. =) rmb me?

ME ;
Sure I do! Shall chat soon alright! Takecare! =)

Kennedy ;
er..hello. well. cheer up. byebye.

ME ;
haha, thanks. Byebye :)

Passer-By ;
Your together with ian ? Last long babe.

ME ;
Thanks. =)

& last of all~

iany ;
loser loser loser . <3>
iany ;
Hello . lame .
iany ;
love greeeeeen ! hahas . <3>iany
picture so big , scare people cannot see you hur ? :D
iany ;
Happy birthday !!!
iany ;
hello ~ loser.
iany ;
sleep and sleep and sleep and sleep .

ME ;
Hi baby! :D I can see that your tags are forever so short. you big loser better study hard! ♥

That's all! :D