HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEGGY! ★

Happy Birthday To Myself !

Finally I'm 16 ! Will be back to blog more someday ! LOVES PEEP :D

My life.

I'm so used to crying alone go the room, that nothing can cheer me up. It's two more days to my birthday, instead of being happy, i sat alone in my room crying. What's over me? My mum came in, and reprimand me instead. I'm fucking depress now. I don't know what is wrong. Nobody is there, and never will. "Happy" birthday chenpei.

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OMG. I'm so not gonna upload all pictures & videos today.

It's a freaking 5:24am now, I should turn in.

Will upload pictures tml or so !

Special thanks to Yujia & gang with the celebration & present ! LOVEYOUALLLLLL ~

Nights peep :)

:X

It's so late le & I'm still online !

Was checking things luh,
Still think that put tagboard better cause I can't figure out the comment thing -.-

LAST OF ALL ;

HAPPY

BIRTHDAY

TO

ALVIN !

( hope you like the birthday cake ;xx )

BYE PEOPLE !~

Birthday Wishlist :)

There are a couple of things I'd like to get ?
At least before my birthday or something -.-
Let's take a look at it :

1. To have him to at least wish me "Happy Birthday" .
2. For my life to change entirely at the struck of 12am on 26March.
3. Get good grades; happiness & a boyfriend :D
4. Birthday surprises ! Or presents :x
5. Get myself the following :

• ORANGE PSP ! ( Any gadgets like mp3, camera or phone? )
• Laptop :/
• Nice can canvas shoes ( Nicenicenice shoes la~ )
• A pet perhaps? ( Like hamster, chick, prawn ! :x )
• Phone ( I've got it already :D )
• A chio watch
• Skin care product ! Or the liquid foundation ;s
• Nice bagggggggg~
• Perfume?

Last of all celebrate my birthday! ^^
OMFGGGG.

It's another 2 freaking day to concert !
I've got like, no mood?
Not exactly, but, don't feel like it's concert la. SERIOUSLY.
Maybe cause I too slack. But right, I think I'm gonna cry on that day.
Cause, after that the Sec4s ( my former batch ) stepping down.
Thinking of it now I also feel like crying :(

Can this day never come? Why didn't I just do well last year?
*Signs*

I didn't know my birthday is just like, next week?
WTH -.-
I've got to plan the celebration on sat? We going K !
I'm sure I'll take many pictures to entertain you all readers ! :D

& I'll try to get my blogskin done SOOOOOOON.
Got to go, will be back to blog !

I think I got a fucking bastard as my brother.

):

BOREDOM.

I'm soso stuck with the blogskins.
WHO CAN HELPPPPPPPPPPP!~
Will be back to post when I got time.
Yea? Sorry readers :(
& please, do comment me.
I won't put tagboard le, see how it goes ! ;)

I've got Highest in D&T with a score of 29/50 -.-
Imagine how many failures :/

Another 8 more days to MY BIRTHDAY ! ;D

will be back to blog & edit blog skins toooooo~! :)

New phone!

Haha. I'm just trying out the blog thingy to see if it works! :)

OMG

I just spent my whole day at home downloading stupid pictures :/

❤Just Once More?

Click to enlarge all.


Sorry, some were long time ago want post de pictures, but well.
Totally forgot about it.
Some of the photos were taken today, to show off my coooooool MSN :D

Yes, this week is CT week !
Started English today, tml there's Comb Humans & Sciences.
I haven't study, gonna flunk.
Omg, one year sure is fast.
Tomorrow my brother is coming back! ^^
At least now I have someone to quarrel with, I won't be lonely ~

But I think that means lesser time to use computer,
since he'll occupy it :/
Counting down to birthday, what do I want exactly?
No idea, I want my life to be back.

Remember you asked what I wanted?

I told you good results, happiness & a boyfriend.

You gave me both,

now that I have good results, I lost both too.

Maybe it's true, when you gain something, you lose something.

I gain you, & lost my sisters.

When I lost you, I gain back my sisters.

Life is really God's way of making us suffer.

I wanted to hate you, & realise I couldn't do it the next day.

This is all fate.

I just pray, you will find your happiness soon;

& I'll learn to forget those happiness you once gave :)

Thanks for making me love you <3

Till the end, I should end here & continue blogging tomorrow.

All the best people for CT,

& coming holidays.

Remember come my school on 15March ! Got bazaar! :]

Nights~

Love, Love Go Away,

Come Again Another Day...

New Start ( March )

Yesyesyesyesyesyes ;

It's MARCH !

Fast right? I mean, This year seems to go like an never ending engine,
Kept going & not stopping.
Till now, I don't know what's wrong with me,
maybe stronger, weaker or just, emotionless.
I went to watch The Leap Years with rebecca yesterday,
I think she cried, or I don't know.
I heard people cry, but me, I tried so hard to force myself cry,
& I realised I couldn't. Shit.

I really want to cry badly last night; maybe I'm crazy,
but I felt that I've lost all my emotions.
I can only feel happy when... I don't know.
I can only feel sad when... I don't know.
I can only feel angry when... it's like most of the time I'm easily provoked.
I can only feel tired when... EVERYTIME.

But I think most importantly,
I feel nothing all the time.
Memories; flashbacks, to me,
It seems so.. Meaningless.
It's all in pieces, I can't fixed it all together.
I want to cry, cry relieve all the emotions in me,
it makes me broaden what is inside.

What's with all the emo-ing.

I should get my life back.

Even I cried, I don't feel different,

What is exactly wrong here?

Maybe I'm too stress.

Yesterday was 29 Feb, I wanted to blog,

but guess had no time.

Nobody was free too, to help me blog.

The Leap Years.

I don't know whether it's worth it or not,

cause, we were right in front. Row A .

" It's a tradition if a girl proposes to a guy on that day, the 29 of Feb, the guy shouldn't reject her offers. "

True or not, maybe I'll go find out (:

Miss rebecca & I chat alot yesterday,

if only both of us are still attached,

we can go out for couples outing ! ;)

Well, maybe in future.

I shall post more later (: !