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Feeling sick is already bad enough,




But to top it up, the one you love isn't there for you makes it worst.


Life sucks at some moments. Really sucks.

My Life.

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I don't know why the hell my comp is so lag today -.-

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Bi asked me to blog about him.
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But I think let's do it another day :D
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What to do.
My time has all been taken up by homework & him :(
Should I rejoice?
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End it. Goodnight.

27 April 2009

I hate PMS :(

Yay~ later going to eat dinner with bi ! :D

The stupid headeache has spoilt my mood thus leaving me with no choice but to not go Night study again.

I promise I will attend next week's one :/

Love all! ;P

Anger.

Eh, fuck yourself la.

To the whoever that just text me asking me to stop contacting your boyfriend,
I can tell you that you and him can go fuck as many times as you want,
I don't fucking care.

Big deal like your boyfriend like me before.
He now like de is you leh, not me leh,
no brainer.

Ask me mind my language, ask yourself if you have been nice leh.
Treat you so nice also like that.

And to the guy, please delete everything about me.
My blog link especially.

All the fucking best to two of you again.

BIASEDNESS.

Everything happens for a reason.
Why you are born,
Why opposite sex attracts,
Why you are what you are,
Why birds can fly, fishes can swim,
& also Why people detest one another.

But all these comes down to reality.
Since when do you ever think that life was is fair?

Why do parents compare?
Why will they always nag at you, without fail, when you got bad grades, and go like:
" Why other people can be so smart you cannot? "
If that is the case, many children will just wonder/reply:
" Then you go take the boy boy/girl girl as your child la! "

So will even think:
" You own self also don't know how to study, say so much for what. "

All these are reality.
When people do well, others will get jealous.
And they will complain about it.
But have you ever thought of doing equally well compared to those who are always the Best?

My mother was is never satisfied with my grades.
Even when I can get the highest in class for just once, she claims that she can do better.
I am not proud of it. It's just a common test plus it's just Mother Tongue.
Who cares about it?
Right till now I can still say maybe she really don't care.
But from another point of view, she's just pushing me to make me better.
Everyone got their methods, right?


But I just don't get it. Why do people have to be bias?
Just because you are smarter, does it mean that I am dumber?
I believed everyone is good in something.
Like even if lions are the best predator, there is sure preys which can outrun them.
Like the best band, if you were to pick one player out, can the player play a beautiful piece?
Like the blind people (no offense), they have better sense in other area.

So what if I am from Normal Academy?
Does it mean that I am inferior compared to the Express students?
I can say I can sing, but who can't sing?
It's just whether you can sing melodiously or not.
So I can study too, just that I am not intelligently better than the better student.

And the thing about respect. Tell me how to respect someone when he/she does not even respect me first.
HELLO!~ Seniors so what?
Big is it? Tell me where big?
Use your brain darling.
If you got high IQ, I bet your EQ is half as much as your IQ.
Or even lesser.

Alright. Stop complaining about life already.
Let the pictures do the talking.

A character from To kill a mocking bird.

Hockey, Pinky ?

The rest are all me.

Because Daphne wasn't in the best mood to take pictures, she left me taking it alone ):
And last of all,

The above post was not about me.
I am Sec 4 already, in 4E(Express) and the oldest cause I am Seventeen.
It's just about my views to certain unhappiness in school.
Especially when it comes to discrimination against NA or NT.
Thank you.

Why?

好难过啊。为什么我会这样对他？
难道真的是因为我不在乎吗？

I want nothing, because I don't think I am even anything good for you.

Fruitful Weekend.

Well, I was rather engrossed in reading some blogs when I totally forgot about blogging.
I blog-hop from this to that & many others.
And the last one where I end is with XiaXue's blog.

Kinda funny, made me laugh a little.
And I swear the hotel is so cool~

Back to things that I couldn't get over with.
I went to this blog and it shows some loser who shows all his sex photos.
Like even with his cousin.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH HIM ?!
Why do people like him exists man.
Ah. I still can't get over it. Fuck the shit.

Yesterday was also another cannot-get-over-with day.
I saw Mr Lew. Was like. OMG.
Friday I saw Miss Wan. AH!
What is wrong with luck lately?
Who cares. I should just end the post with photos.

some super BIG bao I ate today. ( couldn't finish)

loser, it's Science~

Obviously Spore got no snow.

I think this RED is HOT.

Jasmine!

Biker Style (:

So see you all again.
Gotta finish my homework ):

Celebration.

Okay, back to blogging.

SYF ended already! :D
For Dunman sec at least.
We got silver, but we know we were of Gold Standard already.
So, don't be sad follow bandits ! :)

Had pretty bad headache on friday, it was all thanks to period -.-
Didn't went for lessons on Sat, felt uneasy.
But went for dinner at night with Jasmine & Xueli after feeling much better.
Here are some random pictures.
The rest are with Loser.

Clarence talking to bi.

I love this photo man.

I was testing how to zi lian with my phone :/

Jasmine!

I look like nerd.

Cute right? :D

Big Blue Sky~

Gracia's mum make de cupcakes!

Alright, that is about it.
Will upload more if possible.
If not you can also visit Jasmine's blog for more pictures! :D

Byebye!