school's reopening tomorrow.

YAY TO ALL THESE:
- i can finally see bi ~! ^^

- using the same bag as jerr & william !

i think only these two things.

BOO TO ALL THESE:

- cannot sleep late.

- must study hard ler.

- no more unnecessary outings.

- new teachers =/

- school life sucks; especially with PRIME going on.

so how, idk laaaa~

off to sleep, byebye.

oh, and i finally broke the spell. =x

it ended - 12:17am`

the white with green de ! i regret. =(((

upload more another day~

it ended - o6:35am`

town-ing

went out with meihua today ! =D
she cut her hair luh!~
was kinda nice, i think will sure be very nice if she tie up ! HIGH ! x))
& it was 5$ nia.
BUT VERY LONG !!!
we took train and headed for far east. SUDDENLY, someone called.
guess who? MR JUNYI laaa~
ask me i where, but too bad. we you yuan wu fen. =/

saddd luh~

went to find baoyu, meihua's sister. she work there maa.
so we tried clothes for FREE~! ^^
i tried this black dress, very nice ! but hor, 39$.
not ex, i must consider first. scared no money later.
we playplayplay then went to eat.

BEFORE THAT, i went in a shop while meihua went back to give her sis the drink.
i went in and saw this lady trying this dress, quite nice from back. like what i looking for.
that stall aunty persuaded me in trying the clothes there, so i went.
i tried 3 dresses ( obsessed with dress ) , and thought of buying one.
tube-dress definately OUT.
2 more. i was like, hungry so i told the aunty i consider first.
she was like, don't want let me go. want me at least buy one.
so i bought, and i REGRETTED !
cause it is like, 35.2o$ ?
only then did i realised the black dress that fit me at baoyu's shop cost only abit more !
*CRIES.

& i remembered teling william this:
" See, if only i had a boyfriend, i can tell him,
DEAR, i want this, DEAR, i want that .
then he sure buy for me. "
so bad luh ! but true maa. not?
aiya, i won't like that de, guys that know me will know laa. (my ex confirm know better)
if only someone can buy me that dress. =s
let's just learn this lesson, and hope that i get over it, or i will have the money to buy that dress one day, without it being sold out cause it is the last piece. D':
took alot of pics. upload later. =)

we walked after eating and i wanted to look for my slippers,
but i can't ! i was so despo for the slippers that i REALLYYY wanted to ask where the lady got it.
went back to find baoyu then tried more clothes, then headed back.
call william to ask him where is he. i really cannot find ppl out ler.
all never answer my call. FRIENDS SOMEMORE.

& did i mention i was so suay till i got caught by the damn MRT thing?
f*ck lor. tell what, card error. blahblah. i just go pass laa. stupid machine.
reached bugis around 1o+pm, then headed for clothes.
wahlau !!
i bought this dress for like, 39$?
i had hard time forking the money ! cause william no money, i lacked 2$ also cannot.
manage to dig out after that. PHEW~

funny part! the lady said this to me:
lady: were you trying clothes at that shop just now? *points opposite
me: yar, why?
lady: no laa, cause i see your BOYFRIEND standing there waiting for you maa.
me: *stunned & laughing away* NO LAAA ! HE MY GOOD FRIEND NIA !
i turned to william and laughed to see his innocent face.
& this is the second time he has been mistaken for my boyfriend. zzZ . all at bugis.


took bus back, we talked alot, he wasn't happy. so i entertained him. =x
he send me home, and gideon called me !
he funny also. talk cock lor.
i whatever; he anything. =.=

whatever it is, i am glad i had william this friend. [[[:

& guys; STOP saying i like him. NO WAY.



it ended - o5:51am`

WILLIAMBESTIE^^

HOROSCOPE:

A smile will turn out to be more valuable than a big wad of cash today.

So go ahead and use your charm to get what you want. Why not?

It's a great way to make someone else happy while you also make yourself happy -- so, really, everybody wins.

You have skills and talents that are in high demand.

Utilize what you have in order to get in on what someone else already has.

This is not manipulation -- it's just an honest transaction.





=DDDDDDD





so true can? i shall smile more. =)





today. emo day? alot things happened. but glad that william was there to help . xD
thanks guys. & i am sorry if i scolded some of you for no reasons.
not scold laa. but like, very fierce. =/
i wasn't in a very good mood laa. i ALMOST cried.
really want drop ler , the tear, but. i controlled myself & thought.
no point lo, and i manage to smile after awhile.
bestie & another friend was cute. making me laugh.
the another friend keep drawing me cute things ! i laughed like mad.


everything went back. =))


oh. i went out with william, jerrold & junyi today.
far east, cine, bugis, downtown(bestie & me nia).
bought the bag ! xpp . i am so gonna use it on monday!
oh ! and the uncle is leaving DDD:
nothing really happened laa.
i was staring at don't know where half of the time. =s




pictures:





WILLIAM&ME:D

WE THREE!~

oh, and i am like. crazy over this song.
i can't play it here cause i lazy upload & idk how to do it ! =x !
lyrics goes like this:

像断了线 消失人海里面
我的眼终于失去
你的脸
再等一会
奢望流星会出现
愿 如果真的实现
爱能不能永远
明天 或许来不及变
但曾经走过的昨天 越来越远
北极星的眼泪 说不出的想念
原来我们活在 两个世界
北极星的眼泪 你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言 淹没在心里面
我抬头看着 爱不见

再等一会 奢望流星会出现
愿 如果真的实现 爱能不能永远
明天 或许来不及变
但曾经走过的昨天 越来越远
北极星的眼泪 说不出的想念
原来我们活在 两个世界
北极星的眼泪 你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言 淹没在心里面
我抬头看着 爱不见

当对的人
等不到对的时间
就在放放开手的瞬间
爱撕成两边

北极星的眼泪 说不出的想念
原来我们活在两个世界
北极星的眼泪 你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言 淹没在心里面
我抬头看着爱
不见 整个宇宙都
流眼泪


nice? =/
aiya, got time then upload. want sleep ler!
cause nobody pei me ler.
all offline never say de. only bestie did.
mei you teng cuo ren ^^
nights !




it ended - o3:32am`

yet again

can anyone make me smile?

perhaps it was just fated.

i remembered what you said before:

whenever you are hurt, i will draw you a plaster so you can recover faster! =D

you drew me a plaster; and bought me one packet of plaster.

but now, i got cut, a wound.

& i can't even find the box of plaster you gave me.

it was so pain, everytime the wound came in contact with water even though it is just samll cut.

cause it did not only pain outside, inside hurts too.

i don't know why it seems like this blog is for ME posting all these.

my older blog is gone; and you deleted all your older post.

what lost IS lost i guess.

i just can't wait for your birthday to come.

hais, forget it.

i wish i can just cry out, without anybody realising it.

went out with ryan yesterday, =x !

WAIT!~ ahboy you better don't read. later jealous again. =DDD

he was kind enough to wait for me, after band.

took bus & went to TM to eat at soul garden ! =/

toooo bad i didn't capture how he looked. =x

& because i was afraid of the oil poping everywhere,(it basically pop more towards me)

ryan cooked for me ! xD

& he treated me to movie after! =s

i was kinda paiseh even though we were friends for sooo long.

soul garden+movie+cab= 5o$+2o$+1o$ =8o$ !

OMG x_x

so ex luhs! ryan if you are reading this, i want to say a BIG THANKYOU for everything!

oh, and band was kinda better with adeline around. xpp

& finally today arrived ! going out with william & jerrold later.

BUY BAG ! iam soooo HAPPY~~

i hope william can make me smile also; cause he never fails to do that(:

school reopening soon. i will be so anxious to see how it look. =p

i better be off to sleep, may not be blogging on fri,sat&sun. see how lo =/

but i can't sleep. =((( i shall toss and turn on bed. byeblog;)

it ended - o8:13am`

paiseh lo!

i didnt sleep till morning yesterday! then i went to market with my nanny.
so guai hor? that's why got headache now. =.=
when i slept in the morning around 9, i dreamt of dumb things! =/



long ago de pic laa:

" BU YAO LEH~ " =D

actually, today(2ojune) is what, er, love-letter writing day?

i heard it early in the morning on radio. x]

so i've decided to write ONE LOVE LETTER to my cutest boy(((:

MY LOVE LETTER:

hey sweetest ! yar, actually i don't know what to write? =x

you promised to sing me a song when you you li ~!

okay, serious yi dian, since you hung up ler. =x

you said before, if i really had 15mins left, you would hold me?

SORRY ! i don't remember! all i do is, i remembered you said you would end off every line with " i love you "

okay, it did sounded sweet to me. =/

and i want you to know that i will always be your listening ear okay?

right till you find a girlfriend that will really love you =D

you are so gonna scold me for this. =p

xiexieni these few days hear me talk cock, and make me happy.

i seriously have a hard time getting you OUT of my mind laa

cause almost every night will dream of you de !

WHAT SPELL YOU CAST ON ME SIA? zzz

neverminds, i will break the spell =xx

if this minute i really will be gone, i don't know what i will do laa,

but i am just glad that i got to know you, and i spent those happy, sad days with you lor.

we will never go through those moments again ; so it will be kept in me!

last thing, i hope you won't forget me after you got girlfriend ! xDDD

&iloveyouso(:

*END!

you didn't see anything! *SHY*

that letter was just one stupid letter i wrote for the sake of writing. =x

but most of the contents are real laaa.

later you got girlfriend ler forget me i cry lor

about my dream. wah. i don't dare say lo !

so i cut short;

i dreamt that you and i were together outside laa.

going somewhere, but then, you very shy. =DDD

cause i held your hands and ran? =xxxxx

everything went fine, but then here comes the part.

don't know why laa, you like suai diao my hand?

then want breakup? =x !

i cried and ran away to hide .

okay, this is just another stupid dream. we also not together! where got these things!

and people often say that dream are opposite of what is real. xD

now i have posted some crap. all cause of you laa ! want read. x_x

can die laa. *FAINTS*

gtg before i really faint and you will have to visit me in the hospital.

HAHA=D

BYEBYE!

it ended - o2:29am`

woxiangni !

zilian de wo ~ *YAWNS*

faster post then i can sleep. =/

sat: went out with junyi, elton & darren. watched Rise of the silver surfer .

met up with some guys at cine. =D , the day ended tiring & fun .

sun: i doubt i went out. =s

mon: went out with 7 pretty ladies ! xD . limin, michelle, xinyu, andrea, 2 tiffany, amicell !

upload pics next time. x)

tues: sectionals. =((((((

okay. till here lor. yar, guys that chatted on phone with me these few days, sorry ar.

i abit toooo hyper. don't know laa. maybe it is just another moodswing. & i can feel it.

cause i am getting pissed easily? =x

hope nothing happens.

ohyar! just now around 6+ am, one asshole called me. ask me cock lo !

him: you wake up le maa?

me: who are you?

him: don't ask me who am i .

me: who the hell are you? willy?

him: can don't ask who am i? just answer me.

me: (pissed) you are asking the obvious.

**hung up after that

argh ! where got such thing ! but i asked my friend prank him.

but my friend was dumb laa. he didnt ask who the hell is he. =.=

my friend was like ;

friend: hello, i am calling from the Bedok HQ.

him: yes sir?

friend: i heard that you called a girl just now and pranked her.

him: huh? where got?

friend: the girl just called and said to me.

him: oh, gotgot. sorry laa sir ! (sounds scared)

friend: make sure you don't do it again.

him: sorrysorry sir.

** END

stupid laaa ! nevermind. i think i crazy ler.

hohoho. =DDD

maybe i think too much, is like. everytime i see the place, i will think of him.

zz ! i think i should just, flood myself with things to do.

like chatting to cute guys that doesn't hang up the phone when he keep saying BYEBYE. xDDDDD ( you know who you are )

right now i miss you, that's why i wrote that sentence okay?

i didn't break my promise. (:

OFFTOSLEEP ! SAYONARA!

o7:26am`

the true me

wo zhen de hen xiang ta )':

very , EXTREMELY .

why? i really don't know.

view his blog, link to his beloved, it was like. what he meant.

i find both of us very similar. in terms of character. but obviously,

she's smarter & better. i am a slut, that nobody like.

ben lai, i was listening to this song again. when i scrolled down her blog, it was the lyrics.

too much? i don't know. everywhere here & there, is her name, her pic.

somehow feel so sweet, yet jealous.

jasmine was right, i don't know what i want.

i wanted to msg him, but, something is telling me i can't do that.

after i read her blog, i can't, really can't think of getting what for him on his birthday.

i don't wish her to be jealous.

' yuan lai wo men huo zai liang ge shi jie'

all the past, i should just let go.

future? i really don't know if i should start accepting guys.

i am scared. i wished someone pulled me out.

i am sorry i wasn't a good sister to jasmine,

a good jie to jerrold,

a good ex girlfriend to all my exs, esp him,

a good example to my brother,

a good girl-friend to all my friends,

a good bestie to william,

and last of all, a good daughter to my mum.

forgive me, i've tried.

it ended - o4:19am`