Fun 30.

Current mood: Sleepy & tired.

Okay, I kinda had a long day today, freezing mad shit also.

Morning wake up for school, so reluctant!

Raining is the best to sleep, but got test, bo bian drag myself go.

Test was ok! Like Joey said: " At least can pass! "

Positive hor! HAHAHA.

Then I went back to meet Baby, I saw Elena at simei station!

Walked back together lor since she live so near Baby (:

After Baby was done with bathing and all, we went to meet Kuanny!

Been awhile since I saw him, and the first question he asked was about Meihua -.-

MEIHUA SO HOT NOW LEHHH! :D

The movie we intended to watch was Despicable Me, at 5.15pm.

Damn sad cause we were late and it was bloody sold out.

I was so disappointed I don't know why I will even cry.

NB CP DAMN WEAK LIAO.

BUT, we ate Aston! <3<3

It was sad cause Baby can't eat steak, so yea. But its damn cheap la, who cares.

Maybe movie another day lor, hahhaa.

After eating we walked to Plaza Sing, then Heerens find Jasmine, then ALT!

It is really people-less there lor. Not really good.

But yea! Ultimately I had a happy, really pleasing day with my dear boyfriend!

Cause we haven't been on such a nice date for a really long time already (:

I love you baby! Thankyouverymuch for today!

Happy Belated One Year & One Month Love :*

Angry.

I hate it when I'm fucking waken up by something when I sleep.

In this case a phone call. I think the easiest way to make me damn angry is to wake me up when I'm asleep.

WHO IN THE RIGHT MIND LIKES TO WAKE UP FOR NOTHING?!?!

Then worst, period cramp. Bad stomach.

I don't even know what to eat and I don't have appetite to eat, yet I can get hungry.

NB WHY WE GIRLS SO SUAY ONE AR.

Along with all the headaches also.

Then when I log into MSN. Guess what.

My stupid brother go change my MSN Skin.

Cb what is worst man, then waking up in such a bad mood.

I feel so much like crying suddenly just now.

See this is how bad is my moodswing.

Whatever, I got to study soon.

Now, download a nice skin which is white bg, (which is fucking ugly omg)

then by the time should be dinner-time.

Holidays coming, means exams also coming.

Have to strive harder, cannot forward module, if not I really don't know what else is good about school.

Moodswing, go away.

Last of all, this video did make my mood a lil better, so yea guys, check it out and vote it okay? :)

http://www.nparks.gov.sg/justbinit/videos/view/67

Chaos,

YOU ARE USELESS.

I seriously wanna fuck myself now.

Why the fuck I wanna land myself crying when I fucking know that you don't care.

All you do is scold me on FB.

I fucking shouldn't even have went online to see.

Should just fucking stay put and watch some funny gameshow.

Now what, all I can do is fucking cry.

Really la hor, I had enough.

You got bored of me is it. Really fuck off then la.

Why the hell I wanna get so upset, again and again AND BLOODY FUCKED UP AGAIN!

WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO DO THIS TO ME?!

If you are reading this, You should bloody consider fucking off already.

I think you got sick of me, this fat bitch who knows nothing but to ruin your day la hor.

KNNBCCB.

You think you know scold I don't know la.

WAIT TILL YOU SEE OKAY.

You can be childish, I CAN EVEN DO IT BETTER.

You don't fit to be a man, really.

Sunday Sianess.

Alright, back to blog. No idea why, but I think I should blog more.

Been having dreams, weird dreams, funny dreams, really gets me high dreams also.
Well if you didn't know, I have loads of dreams. Maybe cause I don't get sound asleep everytime I sleep.
Still, dreams for me are regulars. And I can have plenty of dreams in a night!
Some will scare the hell outta me, some will make me cry like no tomorrow.
That is how weird my night can be.
But I wonder, if I was sleeping beside someone who loves me, will that happen?



I am always jealous, because my brother's gf has been staying over as and when she wants.
I also want to sleep like that with my boy. Not to do anything dirty or what, its more like, I feel nice when I see him next to me :)
I bet many have experienced this before. It's so nice!
Can take care of him when he is sick, or hug him to sleep.
I think I will never have nightmares like that man.

But I think it won't happen anytime soon la.
Probably till I'm old enough to get a house for myself.



I'm getting sick soon I think.
My throat has been playing stunts already.
BUT I STILL WANNA SING. BADLY.




Anyone interested to open a concert with me tag/call/text me.
Everyone is eligible.


Here are some photos. I think I look like a summer doll yesterday :D
PS: Even Xuan En says I got the look for air stewardess! <3 Howhowhow?

Happy.

Okay, I was telling xin & her bf that Happy is Gary's dog. Lame I know :)


First, Yes, Peggy is a happy girl today.
Had photoshoot, idk if its considered fun not, but yea. At least I have some pretty photos! :D
(Paiseh cause i'm recently addicted to Hokkien and terms like idk)

Then I think I fat already! (I'm always fat la, just fatter a bit more now?)
Okay, some guys now will go like, Fuck la, girls always complain they are fat,
BUT FACT IS, I AM REALLY NOT SKINNY. Chubby, meaty me= FAT.
I should really start eating healthily. OMG.


Also, I should have a full body check up soon.
For some who knows me, I little bit also complain already la.
And I get like little pain everywhere one la.

Like now, fucking painful tongue, STUPID ULCER LA HOR.
Whatever, I hope nothing happens la.
I still hope to have a longer future, I think.


Meanwhile I should do dental also :D
Like fun only.


Well, let pictures do talking then!












Okay, the last pic should be scary enough for a nightmare, GOODNIGHT!

What I am to you?

Many times, I ask myself:

Who really cares about me?

The answer was never in my head, I really don't know who. If you force me to give out some answers, obviously it's my mum and nanny.
But will there be anyone else?

I was talking to a friend today, explaining what type of person I am.
Here is the summary:

I love to cry;
Hide things to myself;
Tried to share but always don't get back what I want;
Love to help friends with their problems;
Damn lazy;
No motivation- unless important la;
I share every single thing with people whom I love - Boyfriend;
Gullible;
Moodswing like mad;
Always do things already then regret;
Never had good relationship with girls;
I can never be good;

Ultimately, crying is my best friend.

My blog also! Though I keep neglecting it :( Sorry.



I don't want to be a pain in his ass you know, causing more trouble to him.
I want him to be happy too.
But today, I was really not feeling well and happy already, but his attention was all on his friend and brother.
I think I over reacted, I felt that he don't really give a damn to me.



And I think, I should open up.
I cannot treat my blog like a throw up place.
I used to blog happily, but why have things become like I sad only come blog?

My life have changed so much.
I don't want to be sad already, must be happy!



I know my blog loves me,
I love myself also.
Maybe I should give us both time.
Shouldn't think about him so much, being such a glue.
Fuck it. That shall be it :)


I should be happy more, hardworking also please :)