Does waiting or holding on help?

You said I don't treat you as well as I've treated the rest of my ex before.
In fact I've really never accepted someone younger before.
You, made me change it all.
Everything, new experiences,
Being a better girlfriend,
Giving in,
Trying hard to accept all your flaws.
But everything will come to an end, isn't it?

I've thought through the night, and realised breaking up couldn't be helped.
Maybe you already fell for another girl.
Maybe you just got sick of me.
All the things you've said before, it went through my mind many times,
I really don't know what went wrong.
It's just Fate ending, I think.

Whatever it is, I've said to myself,
Thanks for letting me have you before.
Today on, I'll be a better student.
I will study.
No more relationship.
No more guys.
I hope you find your love soon, study hard too.
=)

No more visiting you,
No more waiting for me at JC
No more walking me to school,
No more downloading of new songs,
No more hurts,
No more Love,
No more You.