What's wrong?

I don't know where to begin.
I don't know what went wrong.
Something about me.
Something is different.


I get agitated easily.
I get annoyed.
Whatever that is happening, I find it stupid.
I think I've changed.
Things around me are the same.
Why can't I just pretend nothing happened?


I can't clique with friends anymore.
I got new social circle.
But nobody is there.
I think that he don't understand me enough.
Will he be there when I cry?
Or I think I've watched too much drama.


I feel pathetic.
Maybe I am pathetic.
I got no true friends.
Or maybe like mummy said, I'm used to being ill fated.
I should get used to this feeling soon.



Being alone can be really nice sometimes.
Just have to be positive.