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Mee Goreng is so yummy that it land me in toilet for 3 times already :/

& X-Files is not nice, not advisable to watch.

Will post tomorrow, cause I going cut hair ! :s

One picture for today...

Police in shorts ! :DD

I don't know where I've stopped the other time, so don't mind me if I skipped yours :x
(Youngest to Oldest) :D

estee : Thank you ! Link you up already ! :D

jerr : Yeaaa~ Qiuckly go master it :)

erika : Haha ! It's retarded right?! :x Added you in Msn already !

rebecca : Hahaha! Don't want, later kuanseng say you flirt :XX

kaiting : SI SI SI (yesyesyes) , I know you're back ah teo :s

rachel : Haha, it's alright. Never save my number! :x You takecare toooo~

yupei : Okay !

anan : YEA! Will tag you again. Er, fine? What about you? :]

dingping : Cause only I see people, people cannot see me de :p

wuhuan : Okay ! Relinked x)

tiffany : Relinked !

xiner : welcomeeee~

jierui : LOL. Mobile mp3 you mean. Alot people can be mobile jukebox/mp3 ma! Not only me :D

xx : thanks, you're?

alden : okay! link you la, can ?

meihua : cancan! meeet up soon !

tingzhen, rowena, weishan, sebas, carol, keeyong : relinked ! ^^

& the last one.

my bf : Sorry bf ! Now then reply your tag. I miss you too~ ♥

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Sorry that tags are often replied late.
Will do my best on that :x

Is It Broken ; Can We Work It Out?

The 82th Day.





& I really want to say :

I Miss You.

AlvinTohJunHong.

To be, or not to be.

How I wished we were still so young...


School today wasn't really fun, but well. My class is always adventurous.

Example: Equations done by smart kids in class.


Band, wasn't exactly good, I had moodswings & started scolding. Or rather yelling.
However, I got better later cause my section is really the best ! :DD

I love you guys ; even we may not be together in
future,
I'll still remember you all ! ♥♥♥

Band seriously just make me, devastated & speechless.


Many have been asking me " WHY WANT BE LESBIAN ! "
Or maybe " It's a waste. " , " Can't imagine. "
These are the common questions or answer I got.

What's wrong with becoming les? Is it a crime?
In this society I think we really need to be more open minded.
Are you going to stun your friend after you found out she is a lesbian?
Or if he is a gay?

Someone said today, " One who will turn les is because she gave up on true love. "
Maybe not true love la, just give up hope on guys.
I think that is rather true, isn't it ?

Just tag me if you really thinks les is not a good way out for those out of love, or if you are strongly against the idea of ME becoming lesbian.



I didn't realise I cut my finger while doing don't know what today. lol.
Collected my phone today, met one cute couple which is really interesting.
The person from Sony Ericsson called me yesterday, to inform me I can collect my phone today.

The conversation goes like this:

SE guy : " Hello, 你是黄小姐吗？"

me : " 你是谁？"

SE guy : " 你是chenpei吗？"

me : " 你是谁？"

SE guy : " You speak Chinese or English? "

me : " Both also can, why ? "

SE guy : " I'm calling from Sony Ericsson, just wanna inform you that you can collest your phone tomorrow. "

me : *paiseh* " Oh, okay. "

SE guy : " Yea, " *laughs*

me: " Sorry uh, for being rude just now. I didn't know who you were, haha. "

SE guy : " Why, you thought I gangster ar? "

me : " Maybe? " *Giggles*

SE guy : " Oh... "

me : " Haha, okay. So thank you. "

---- Hung up the phone ----

Funny lo, cause it's from unknown number, & it's a guy.
So I would think that it's my friend calling to di siao (tease) me.
Usually girl ma. Plus he call so late, who would know :/

Ahhhh, got to sleep already. Imran's homework not done,
tomorrow speech day FULL-DRESS rehearsal & also, Rotary club performance at night.
It's gonna be real tiring.

Plus I haven't been feeling well lately, BUT I CANNOT BE SICKKKK !
Can't afford to. Got to sleeeeep.
Will post about DISC profiling the next time ! :DD
Byebyebyebyebye~

你没想像的爱我。

Happy Birthday Daddy.

It's 17 July today, so it's my Daddy's birthday.
He should be 49 this year though.

Somehow I went emo last night while watching Channel U's 10pm drama.
It was about Daddies.
Seesee le then I cry. =/

I sang a birthday song a minute ago, in front of the computer.
I guess that is all I can do :)


I was super loner today in class, and after school.
I'm now arranged to sit way behind, alone.
But I like that seat cause I think it's really nice.
I finished my work in class because there were no distractions beside me.
Oh yeh ! I was one of the Top 5 speakers in class.
Some debating activity.

After school, I head to the canteen and somehow, I went to the very end of the canteen,
the long bench there, facing the big field & blue sky.
I just sat there, watch the kids play soccer, stare & the beautiful, but eye-piercing sky.
Grey clouds gathered, and after awhile, it started raining.

As I stared at the sky, the rain drops that fall one by one,
I thought : Is the sky crying just like I do ?
I almost cried, but, I am in school. How can I cry just like that?
People will think I need more counselling.

Well, after I left, I went to third level & continue to sit down alone & ponder.
Don't know why luh. Fucking emo right?
But then I was better after band started.

Sometimes being alone is really, indescribable.
You feel so lonely, yet, peaceful.
It's nice to be alone at times, & leave out the noisy/crowded places.



After all, it is Daddy's birthday today,
it really just reminds me of the times, we did cards when we were young for him.
& my brother's handwriting was hilarious in the past.

So just,
Happy Birthday; Much love from your daughter.

What Major Is Right For ME!

WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Visual&PerformingArts You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in the Visual or Performing Arts (e.g., Art, Art Education, Art History, Ceramics, Culinary Arts, Dance, Drawing, Fashion Design, Film, Graphic Design, Interior Design, Marketing (advertising), Music, Music Education, Music Theory, Painting, Photography, Theatre). It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it. Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Visual&PerformingArts 94% HR/BusinessManagement 88% Physics/Engineering/Computer 81% Psychology/Sociology 81% French/Spanish/OtherLanguage 81% Mathematics/Statistics 81% History/Anthropology/LiberalArts 75% English/Journalism/Comm 75% Accounting/Finance/Marketing 75% Biology/Chemistry/Geology 69% PoliticalScience/Philosophy 69% Education/Counseling 50% Religion/Theology 38% Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health 38%

Kinda weird right?
VISUAL & PERFORMING ARTS.



Watch this video okay ! :D
It's retarded-ness.
HOHO.

Must-Listen ; Must-Read!

Oh hi !
Let me get the lights on first :/

Okay, back.
It's really dark in here & it's like about to rain.


I think I just heard my neighbour fart very loudly.


Back from school today rather early as the Sec 4s were having listening compre,
Mrs Neo (principal) told us to leave soon asap.
Kinda bored but great, cause that means can get home to sleep.

Obviously I sacrificed my time & sit in front of computer, & blog~
See how much you meant to me dear? :x


Sent my phone to repair yesterday.

The person told me " Hopefully this time after repair it won't happen again. "
OF COURSE LA ! I've sent my phone for a freaking 3 times due to the same problem.
But then I've heard worst one, like maybe 7 times?
I cannot believe it's so lousy.

Walked out of house yesterday & saw the beautiful skies.
It made my day :)
I was like smiling & elated the whole day? :DD


School has been funny, except I was asked to stand up in MT class today cause I talked share too much with Daniel :xx

Life wouldn't be fun if you don't share isn't it ?

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Saw those pictures on top?
I've got many more that I didn't edit.
Too busy (another word for lazy) to use the computer.

& I wonder if my old phone is spoilt too?
Cause I didn't receive any SMS or replies today; till now.
Or maybe people that I text couldn't be bothered to reply :((

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I really need to get a planner soooooon~
I need to write down when I'm free or not, in case I forgot & tell my friends I'm free.
HAHAHA.


Got to go, I want edit some code, & show you all my videos :s

& oh yea! A 12 year old boy just kinda suggest he can be my bf the other day. ( maybe he's implying that he wants to find gf as old as me )
FGS, 12 YEAR OLD. Kids now are getting really "mature".

Maybe I can consider.....










Becoming a lesbian.

Byebyebye!

Contented Or Disappointed?

I had a dream- in fact is not only one but several- last night.



One was, I dreamt of him ! (& finally not him)
Don't really remember what was it, but liangliang was in it also !
I only remember the last part to it, it really made me happy :)


Another one was, I dreamt of her.

I guess it has really been bothering me, that I kept dreaming of her.
& it always lead to one thing: we're either back together or enemies.
But last night one was we started off as strangers, then reconciled as good friends.

I've dreamt of other things as well, but nothing comes out now.

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Changed blogskin as you can see, but haven't edit it, gonna take time :/


Couple of days ago, it was raining in the morning, I went to school with my umbrella.
But fortunately, rained stopped only with some drizzle la.
There was this woman, who saw me not having an umbrella, she sheltered me with her umbrella!
Super nice rrrrrright? :D
If only ALL Singaporeans were so nice.


This post is re-edited because my comp went aunto shut down & I couldn't on again,
thus you see this post only now?

Oh, I realised my blog is really dying out, maybe I should let it die? :(

I've got tons of homework to be completed, speech day coming,
common test also, workshops, learning journey & my d&t project.

OMG, where to find time?

Got to go, back to post another time.
& I saw one bus 18 the other day taking wrong route.
Imagine the faces of those people in it.

You held my hands & told me " See, I won't leave you."

I'm Afraid.

First of All,

Happy Birthday to Xin er !


Should be honoured ar, cause you in my blog lehhhh. :x
Lol.

Anyway, yesterday was tiring !
Early in the morning I went for Field Trip, to IKEA.
With my beloved class. It was half of the class only.
Had fun but till the end was really tired as I had to wake up early. ( it's sat leh! )


Took many photos~

After I left I went home, wanted to meet up with Jasmine but she say she will be late.
I then waste my time at home, making-up cause I can really take hours.
( Okay, I'm vain but I think making-up is like art lo :x very fun & interesting. )

It turns out to be really late & I thought of going out alone.
But it happens that william is free :D
So I went to meet him instead, while waiting for jasmine to arrive.

Headed down to E!Hub where Cosfest & nEbO party was held.
It was rather packed, not exactly fully packed I would say.
But I couldn't find the party ! Was kinda disappointed :/

Anyway, after that we went to AMK hub, & guess what ?
Most of the shops close already. *roll eyes*
Then before we left jasmine was too lazy to come.
I was pretty mad about that.

it's hilary !

Aiyah, now very late already, 2am.
Got to go, tomorrow is Youth Day, no school !
Going K with xinyu then movie, gonna take vid again ! :D
& good luck to him! Hope he adapts well :/
Good night !

I dreamt of you telling me to break up.

Will it happen?

恋爱告白天！

It'll better if you read the Chinese words instead cause I wrote it in Chinese & translate it.
& spot the error =/
Then hor, will upload pictures another time, with vids ! ;D

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昨天晚上，收到了一个SMS。内容是说今天是恋爱告白日。
(Yesterday night, I received one message, it's about confessing-day.)
不知道是否真，里面大概就是要我们传那个SMS，好让你喜欢的人对你说回他也喜欢你。
(Don't know if it's true, but the main purpose is to forward it, & if you receive one back, it means that the person like you.)


喜欢一个人不防说出来，说不定她也喜欢你呢？:)
(Try confessing to the one you like, who knows if he/she likes you as well?)
我想了想，不知道要写什么，真的要说出来吗？
(After thinking about it, must I really write it?)

这几天都没有和他对话，感觉怪怪的。

不知道是发身了什么事，就没有说话咯。连text都没有。

我会惦记他，但是心想：他也会吗？

可能我的老毛病又来了。好爱想个不停，网网把事情想得太多。

那就这样吧，希望事情会好一点。或者我别想这么多就好了。

昨天好累，不到一下子就睡着了。
(I was so tired yesterday that I fall asleep almost immediately after lying on bed.)
可是，不好的是，我又做了恶梦。梦里的一切多好真，好怕人。
(However, I had a nightmare again. It's so real & scary.)
我也被吓醒了。这时就想到，为何我梦到的不是他？
(I woke up in fear, and then I wonder why it's always me having nightmare?)

可是过后就没事了。也睡得蛮好的。
(It was fine after that, so I slept back.)

今天的我不好，不舒服。
(Wasn't good today, not feeling well.)
肚子好痛，上了好多次厕所，连脚都软了，现在还在痛，好难受。
(I had stomachaches, went to the toilet till my legs almost went jelly, till now it still hurts at times.)

刚想到，前几天我还在埋怨，为什么我要是我，如果我跳楼不就好了。
(Thinking of it, I remembered I was complaining the things around me. Why not just commit suicide by jumping off the building?)
讲真的，如果我跳楼谁会舍不得？我妈不会，朋友也不会，因为我很快就会被忘了。
(Even if I did, who will care? Not my family nor friends. Cause I know I will be forgotten in no time.)


不好不好。明天要去走走，让自己relax一下，静下来。
(NONONO, tomorrow must go walkwalk, relax myself.)
可能我回去AMK hub，自己不管去哪里都好啦！;D
(Maybe I'll go to AMK hub tomorrow, anywhere alone also good!)


不要写了，在此停笔，想不到要说什么，刚才high过头了，现在头痛。
(Stopping here, don't know what to write already.)
你们有空要去走走也是，不是机器，连机器都要休息咯！
(Guys, take a break when you're stress okay? Cause even robots have to rest!)
再见了!
(Byebye!)

可是我喜欢的还是你。