Saturday, February 23, 2008

Conversations Made Today

Oh yea, forgot I made a couple of interesting conversations between some friends over MSN today.
It was just random & made me laugh to myself ;x

Example 1 : Me & Mr Goh Jun Yi ( claims that he is L )

L . says:
konichiwa
L . says:
watashiwa L des
♥CALL ME PEGGY. ★ Without You? ; says:
LAME !
♥CALL ME PEGGY. ★ Without You? ; says:
hahahaha.
L . says:
Haha, junyi no longer exists
L . says:
I , L , have taken over
L . says:
his msn account

♥CALL ME PEGGY. ★ Without You? ; says:
hahahaha.
♥CALL ME PEGGY. ★ Without You? ; says:
WHOA.
♥CALL ME PEGGY. ★ Without You? ; says:
L , tell me your full name
♥CALL ME PEGGY. ★ Without You? ; says:
=D

L . says:
Lind L Taylor
L . says:
whats yours?
♥CALL ME PEGGY. ★ When Can I Marry? ; says:
woah
♥CALL ME PEGGY. ★ When Can I Marry? ; says:
me.
♥CALL ME PEGGY. ★ When Can I Marry? ; says:
I dont know.
♥CALL ME PEGGY. ★ When Can I Marry? ; says:
Goldfish.
L . says:
-.-
L . says:
whats the link

♥CALL ME PEGGY. ★ When Can I Marry? ; says:
cause i got goldfish memory
♥CALL ME PEGGY. ★ When Can I Marry? ; says:
=x
♥CALL ME PEGGY. ★ When Can I Marry? ; says:
yea.
♥CALL ME PEGGY. ★ When Can I Marry? ; says:
no link.
♥CALL ME PEGGY. ★ When Can I Marry? ; says:
super cold.

L . says:
hahahah
L . says:
k la
L . says:
stop playing alr
L . says:
anyway i read your blog
L . says:
:D

♥CALL ME PEGGY. ★ When Can I Marry? ; says:
uh Huh
♥CALL ME PEGGY. ★ When Can I Marry? ; says:
so ?

L . says:
never show appreciation
L . says:
i sadded 10000000 years

♥CALL ME PEGGY. ★ When Can I Marry? ; says:
hahahahah !
Don't be sad Mr L ! Here you go okay? Make You Happy.
" Thanks for reading Mr L ! & I hope you won't just die after 23 days ! :D "

Example 2 : With Dearrie .

She offered me to eat her nuggets cause I was green with envy ):

Another candid shot ! ;D



Example 3 : With Alvin ( clink to enLARGE )

He wanted Steak & Ba Chor Mee but I drew him watermelon :x


Who knows? Maybe I'll ! :z

Off to bed, will be back to post more. Mum nagging like shit , Nights !

23rd Feb already..

It has been some time since I kissed..

Hello readers!
Some has been complaining why no updates,
so I decided to come & share some latest happenings ! :)

I am so bored today? Wanted to go out but it's like inconvenient?
No ezlink card is not a good thing cause everywhere is adult fare -.-

Stay home whole day, surfing the net.
Yesterday wanted to watch movie after school, but well,
cancelled it last minute. I just wanna sleep you see.
I got FULL marks for Amaths test on friday!
Prove that I'm better than Bi in amaths! :x

Was so stress these few days can? Don't know of what in particular reasons.
& shit, I suddenly got obsessed with younger boys? :x
I just think Jerrick is cute ><
His name & blahblah. GODDDDD.

I'm losing my voice, shall "preserve" my voice by not singing so much,
& drinking more honey water, eating sweets~
Just realised chocolate not bad too ;D
Why do I need my voice badly ? Will tell you in awhile ! ^^

Yesterday was Ah Boy's birthday, took a number of photos.
Will update again~

ENOUGH OF BORING STUFF, LET'S TALK ABOUT SOMETHING COMING UP !

★Remember the Dunman Bazaar? YES ! Do come to support my school !
My very own class will be putting up a ' Hand-Drawing ' stall !
&& adding on to it, we're doing SONG DEDICATION !
Best part is, I'm SINGING !

I don't know how the business will drop badly, but, I agreed to sing =s
There is no choice because I've sing in class before, & Ms Wan sabo me ):
The singing is still not confirm, maybe I'll get Jerrold with me . XD
Cause currently there is only ME , singing.

★Another thing, I'm getting married !
Lol, so real =.= I mean. My birthday is coming !
Yesyes, fast right? OMG. I'm 16 already !
How should I celebrate? With family that's for sure.
& not forgetting my loved friends ! :DD

I'm already like planning on how to celebrate it, since I haven't been celebrating it for years.
Thinking about family one first. Buy a cake, a dinner maybe.
Friends, not sure. My birthday just happens to fall on Wed (fyi, it's on 26 Mar)
I can do nothing much. =/

& there is a list of birthday present I'm interested in, either me getting for myself, or friends for me ! :xxx
Okay la, FRIENDS YOU ALL DON'T BUY ME PRESENT OKAY? SERIOUSLY NO NEED.
Will list down the things one day, in case my goldfich memory cannot remember.

★Concert coming ! I got tickets left, anyone interested?
Still got, band camp, and...
See ! I can't remember la ! When I remember it I'll blog it !
Update tomorrow if possible cause I going zoo ! ~ ;p

Sunday, February 17, 2008

I think I'm crazy.
Post so much in a day, then.
I went to delete my Friendster album.
& upload some new pictures.

Maybe I'm too free.
I guess is because I'm sick of myself.

Byebye.
Aww, it's 2:1o am now.
I'm not sleeping.
I don't know why.
Feel kinda down now.
It's like, shit.
I'm not emo, stop saying I'm.
I'm not missing him, I'm not sad.
So please people STOP saying I am.
I hate people who assume.
Cause it's making an ass out of you & me.

I just realised my brother & his girlfriend reaching one month le -.-
Fast right? Didn't even know he had gf in the first place.
& my mum, they know I had boyfriend, but never say only.
But now also no more le, so the same.

Didn't know so many read my blog.
Now got another person ask me out for movie le,
Jumper 0.o
Cool? There is a lot left unknown.
Till now the I realise it.
I just feel lost, because I don't know about his feelings.
I'll give up, when I get to know the reasons.
That's my choice, & no one will change it.

Nights, working tomorrow.

Saturday, February 16, 2008

Everything's You.





Yes, changed blog song again (:
This time round the song sounds more emo right? :/
Sorry ar, I just like this song, since long ago.

Without You.

Clay:
Never even thought to cry
When I heard you say goodbye

Never said where you were going
There's no laughter in the air
Only silence everywhere
And so much left unspoken
Since you've been gone
I haven't been the same
I wish that i could see
Who's to blame

Without you, where do I belong?
Without you, how can I go on?
And No love but yours will ever do
Tell me how am i supposed to live my life?
Without you


Kimberley:
Was I lost in you and me
To the point i couldn't see
That what we had was dying
Now it's all that I can do

Both:
To see photographs of you

Kimberley:
And stop myself from crying
I should learn to live without your love

Both:
Got so many memories
But it's not enough

Without you, where do i belong?
Without you, how can i go on?
And No love but yours will ever do
Tell me how am I supposed to live my life
Without you?


Clay:
I feel helpless and, oh, so all alone

Kimberley:
Like I've never felt before

Both:
You made me feel alive
But I don't remember what it's like anymore

Without you, where do I belong?
Without you, how can I go on?
No love but yours will ever do
Tell me how am I supposed to live my life
Without you?

Without you, where do I belong?
Without you, how can I go on?
Tell me how am I supposed to live my life
Without you?

Oh baby where do I belong?
Please tell how can I go on?

Nice right? & I wanna change blogskin again.
Like this can die la. Don't know la !
Yesterday was Total Defence Day, had fire drills.
It was total crap -.-
But me & bi had fun, lotsa fun ((:

Thursday was Valentine's Day,
went to movie with Dearrie.
Jumper ; It's a absolute MUST-WATCH.
I wanna watch again, if someone wants to treat me :x
Joking, I'm sure I'll watch again.
This year vday nothing much i guess.
A lot was heartbroken, or rather, didn't go smoothly.
For me, I don't know.
But I'm happy ; at least I got to see him :)
Somehow now whenever I see his name, think of him, I'm very happy.
I don't want why it doesn't hurt at all.
Because of this, I think I will just stay like this

Will be back to blog asap.
No more secrets in future, all will be visible .
Bye.

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

11oth POST !

Fast hor ! 110th post ler !
Haha, like, yea. Can see I'm so into blogging.
I just think that blog is another form of making me happy?
Like when I'm down or what la.

Oh god, tomorrow is Valentine's Day !
Here to wish everyone, I mean
couples to have a nice date;
friends to have long lasting friendship;
guys who like girls & happen to have the chance of going out with the girl Good Luck;
those who just broke up to recover asap;
& everyone to love all their loved ones more !

I shall make this a short post, cause I've got nothing more to say.
I still got presents to be wrapped & stuff.
I'm beat. Oh yea, & changing number sooon.
Will keep you guys in notice.


Before I go,
Dunman is having event!

Dunman Annual Fund-Raising Bazaar & Music Extravaganza !

Details : Bazaar will be held on this coming March ( I think )
Music Extravaganza's on Good Friday ( 21 Mar )

What Is It About : To raise funds for the needy pupils either in school or outside school.
It's a yearly event held in Dunman, with many fun games & food.
A concert held by the Dunman Concert Band, String & Guitar Ensemble.
It's held in VCH ( Victoria Concert Hall ) once in every two years.

Prices: The Bazaar will only allow coupons to be used, so you'll have to buy the tickets depending on how many you need.
The tickets for the concert cost 1o$ each.

Extras: Please Contact Peggy Ny Chen Pei if you're interested in any of the above.
Miss Peggy will also be found playing in the concert band & in the Bazaar*

More details will be post ! Tag me if you don't have my number (:

Abit messy, sorry. Blogger got prob, so seeeya(;

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

依恋

蔡淳佳 - 依恋
依恋, 坐在我旁边 ;
厚厚的想念; 随月光蔓延
依恋, 跟在你身边 ;
看你的笑脸; 吻你的唇边
如果爱是坐秋千;
你就是我的原点
依恋, 是一叠昨天;
你给的抱歉; 多想没听见
依恋, 是一条天线;
只收到从前; 回忆的画面
没有你; 会怎么演
感谢你; 说的永远
依恋, 就让它依恋;
毕竟拥有过; 你一段时间
或许, 分开是一种;
所谓的成全
爱我会放在心里面,
有些事不会有期限

Okay, I'm seriously mad about 蔡淳佳.
I think she can sing like shit la !
I mean, she really can. Not like some idols singer, who cannot even sing.
蔡淳佳 can lor, even though not many people like local singers,
But I really feel that, she is one worth our time & money on.
I'm so gonna get her album. hahaha :D

Yes, today never attend school.
Was chatting about pon-ing today, but well.
I didn't mean to, I woke up late like suffering from insomnia.
yeayea, got to gooooo .
Will edit post if free~ SEEYA (:

I'm sorry, I don't.

Sorry, If I've given you the wrong idea all along.
You know why I find it weird confining to you?
Because I've got this feeling, you're not treating me like who you used to.
Yes, nothing now can make me cry.
But I can choose to do that.
You know why, I don't wanna say much about it.
& guess what? I cried, just now.
Wasn't much of tears, but just some moisture to my eyes & a few drops down my cheeks.
Nobody is there, instead you're always there.
Why everyone but you?
What have I done, to make you always be there & listen to my nonsense,
Let me hit, scold, beat or just msg me every single day?

Why do you want me to be happy?
Why don't you tell me everything?
Why am I someone you will think of?
Why do you want to understand me?
Why would you even miss me?
Why everyone but me?

I hate to think, the more I think, the more I'm killing my brain cells.
Yes, everything would be different, if I hadn't know you.
Or maybe, before I have him, all this will so gonna be not the same.
If you had told me, I wouldn't have tell you so much, about him.
It makes me speechless, when you said nothing, but a simple " haha " .
How would you know if you meant nothing to me?
Afterall, I've made up my mind.
It's not that I'll treat you like a replacement or sub,
I won't & never will.
If it's time for me to start afresh,
maybe it will be then that I'll open my heart to everyone.
I'm sorry if I've hurt you.

Love always come knocking on your door ; all at once.

Sunday, February 10, 2008

DILEMA...

Should I turn left or should I turn right ?
Should I wait for him or give up on him ?
Should I love him or should I hate him ?
Or should I just leave him alone ?

Thoughts of you & me just pops out frequently,
Heard many things from here & there.
Some asking me to just give it up, some trying to help me.
I thank all these people, cheering me, talking me to,
bring joy to me.
Yes, one will definately be down when he/she meet an obstacle.
Like me. Haha :)

I don't know should I be happy or not,
that now, He left me. Or maybe, I left him.
Some asked me to give him chance, some asked why not just forget him.
" Not like as if he was a v v v v good guy.. " someone said.
" It's a pity cause he didn't know there's a v v v good girl waiting for him.. "
I don't think I'm good, If I was, it wouldn't have turned this way.

Remember our first date, & last date.
Things totally changed.

First Date : We were both shy, remember I told william&kuanseng I wanted to walk alone at Vivo. They didn't ask you along cause they thought we both quarrelled.
In the end we had fun, @ Suntec. Yes, It was still beautiful then..
Last Date : Which one? The movie after school ?
You were late, cause before that you met friends, I was pretty in a bad mood.
Watched " I am Legend " . Yes, you were cute.
Still, things went wrong. Usually you were the one who endured me,
now I had to stop fooling around in case you got angry.
But still, with you around, I just feel happy (:

Even just right beside you, no actions will be taken.
Too sick to kiss me right? I can't forget, the first time you held my hands for awhile,
you asked me that night, if you could just hold it longer the next time..
Those were memories.
Why am I even talking about all these? I'm really tired already.
I just wished, I had the power to turn back time, or just.
Tell him, I still love him.
Perhaps, he won't even reconsider me for a patch.
I don't know, I'll just wait. Till the day comes, everything will be different again.

Valentine's Day is just 4 days away,
will a miracle happen?

Saturday, February 9, 2008

REPLIES TO TAG .

To =

aRmani : Haha, I'm not in pain anymore (; takecare also yea?

[; : er, actually I shop for dresses like.. Don't know leh, I go about like everywhere de. Sorry!

erika : Relinked! ;D

Vict♥ria : yeayea, thanks~ I'm better already (:

Junyi : I where got emo ! I'm not Elmo lor :x ( no link )

mrdumbdumb : linked you ler !

WEISHAN : Thanks sister , long time no see you, meet up someday alright ? Loves.

shuni : Relinked ! I working at random places , depending where my boss send me ;)

ange ♥ : Hi girl ! ^^

ROW : Miss you tooooooxzxz !! yesyes, go out sooooooon~

glenn : Nono , I not here :x

shiying : yeayea, fun man longggggg , you got blog? I link you ? =/

Meihuaaa : haha, when want go out again ?! xD

aloy : hi back ! where is my angbao?

SAMANTHA ; : Helllo, yea. typed lo ;D I link you ler ! =)

ganjie : you should know who ;p

weiyu : Relinked !

bryan : You takecare of yourself too alright? Btw till now still haven't see your bro :x

mich : Haha, thanks you LOR .

bestie : I'll tell you de la , No worries .

. : the relationship has came to an end =]

kaiting : YESSSSS, & YELLOW NAME TAG SUCKS );

daffy : YOU BETTER INVITE ME SOOOOOOON !

SECOND DAY OF CNY!




hahahahaha!
At daffy's house now! Coooooool right?
Like yea, go home also nothing to do, so rather come out! ;D
Fish laaaaa, like uploading the damn pictures still cannnot.

Finaaaaaaaally can ler . xD
Then her comp also sot sot, just now went mad over the ActiveX thing -.-

Like wth, my this year de AngBao sure very lil.
Never even go where lor! ARGH >.<
Tml watching movie again ~
KungFu Dunk is nice what ! =/

Okay, gtg.
Later stay here till so late paiseh.
Will blog again ! ;)

I'm So Jolly-Happy Now~ ^^

Thursday, February 7, 2008

It's Chinese New Year! ;D

Hellooooooooooo readers!~
I'm outside now luhh, hahahas
Wish you all a
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR FIRST !
yesyesyes, & valentines is coming!

OMG, anybody interested to date me out? :x
like I don't even think I'll be celebrating it la {:
New year, I hope everyone is in their new & nice outfits !
okayy, I'll be back to blog someday alright?
I'm sure I will laa
end of post with pictures !



what i wore todayyy~ ;xx
seeeeeeyou people!
I won't emo le, cause I've decided to love you(:

Saturday, February 2, 2008

Dedicated to You.

Westlife: Why Do I Love You

Suddenly she's leaving
Suddenly the promise of love; has gone
Suddenly, breathing seems so hard to do
Carefully you, planned it
I got to know just a minute to late, oh girl~
Now I understand it
All the times we made love together
Baby you were thinking of him

*(Chorus:)
Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should've told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do

Ain't gonna show no, weakness
I'm gonna smile ; & tell the whole world I'm fine
I'm gonna keep my senses
But deep down; when no one can hear me
Baby I'll be crying for you *

Can't go back
Can't erase
Baby your smiling face oh no
I can think of nothing else but you ; Suddenly~ *

This song just came across my mind like so many times,
I decided to post it ;)
Somehow it shows how much I may be feeling?
I don't know who is to blame;
Who to talk to,
Who to turn to.
Perhaps I should just give up.

Was browsing through my messages yesterday.
Didn't know if I should delete the messages you sent to me or not.
I don't think I will, since if I change phone, I would just lose all the messages.
Equals to Nothing in the end.
I just miss him, I seriously do.

Let's see what's up next:

- Chinese New Year;
it will be not fun, without seeing him around.
Cause he agreed & wanted to watch 2 movies with me,
Now, I guess it's either I don't watch it, Or watch it alone.

- Valentines Day;
There is people asking me out already, & people asked where I'll be going.
But I guess I'll just go home after school.
No point celebrating it with people, whom I'm not interested in.
All I have in mind is him.

- My Birthday;
I've thought of having chalet, cause that time, seriously I neglected him outside blahblah.
But, I don't think this will work out now.
I'm not celebrating birthday either.
Unless he wants to celebrate for me, like what he told me last year.

I'm not in the mood now.
Every fucking thing just reminds me of him.
I should just post the other time.
Let's talk about something else.

My Horoscope of the day :

The Bottom Line
Tasks that need the most amount of action should be at the top of your 'to do' list.

In Detail
You are getting busier and busier, and there simply won't be time to do everything you need to do right now. You need to sort things out and prioritize. Take stock of your activities in order to figure out what responsibilities you can toss. First, figure out how much time you spend thinking about what you are going do. Then, figure out how much time you spend actually doing things. Tasks that require the most action should rise to the top of your 'to do' list.

What do I need that requires most action?
Telling him how much I love him or miss him?
Whatever~

I think I should just do survey on another post.
So, yea. Tomorrow I'm going out!
Will it be bored? Half the time yes I think.

Forget it, Anyone can tell me how to cure the feeling of Emptiness in your heart?
Tag me alright.


I just want him to know,
it'll really take me time to forget him.

& before that, I really will still
go on, loving him like I do.