Well being

Wow.


So last night (or rather this morning) 3am I looked through my Facebook photos trying to look for the different uniforms I wore before.
But turns out I was looking more at the people who left me with good memories.
Photos are indeed one of the best thing used to capture that moment of happiness. Be it good memories or bad, you can never forget what happened at the instant you see a photo.

Then now, because I wanted to blog, I tried to see if I could upload pictures here directly from my iPad. Turns out it brought me to an album which has ALL the photos I used to upload to this blog.
So it took me through some of the good memories.

In this blog it consists of photos of my ex boyfriends, used to be really close girlfriends and along with some close friends.
Sadly, almost all the girls featured in my blog are no longer close to me.
And the ex boyfriends all have a life of their own.
The remaining friends, oh yes maybe still meet up once in blue moon.


So what happened?
I often ask myself why this why that. (If you follow my twitter you will know)
But the why that I never fail to NOT get over with is why do relationship/friendship fail.
So many girlfriends especially just walked out of my life easily.
What happened? I forgot. (i have really bad memory for unhappy things)
Sometimes (like now) thinking back I will feel sad.  Sad at the fact that someone I once trust so much, and would love to do all the bitching shopping whatever girls would do with friend is no longer around.
Not by my side at least. Then I realise that's part of growing up right? They always say people come and go.

Well, feeling more guilty was the fact that I left several guys so heartbroken.
Those pictures reminded me of how happy we were when we were together. Looking at their smiling faces I knew we were genuinely happy.
Then again what happened?
Sorry but I fell for someone else.
Although I still miss the times with each and everyone of you, I know our fate has come to an end. There will not be a chance that I might be back with you, but I really loved the times we were together.
I hope each of you are happy with your life now, at least I will feel better?

To my current boyfriend, amazingly we went through close to 2 years already.
So far so good? He might not be my ideal kind of man but I am glad to have him still! (In fact while typing this he just came down to send me one bottle of plain water)
I am sorry I have been comparing you with the previous one, I should know you both are so different but it's my habit.

We will soon enter another phase of life, where I will start working and so many things will change.
I will not know if we will still have time for each other, since now already we are struggling with work commitments, but I hope all goes well. If not I can really go be a nun. LOL


So bloggy, thank you too, for being my listening ear through everything.
I might not have talked to you as often now, but I am thankful you remembered everything I told you!
I will try my best to talk more to you, once I change my phone ok!


AND TO ALL WHO ARE STILL WITH ME, THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE. I PROMISE TO TREASURE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU. I LOVE YOU.

Dragon Baby

Been some time since I last blogged. Would totally think this blog can die alr.

Has been really busy, people always say " when you grow older time pass faster. " Looking back at when I was in primary school, it seems really true. I mean look, its already the end of Feb 2012. What have you achieved so far?

For me, mainly study and work, social life, maybe too.

If you have been my friend, you would realise that im very into Toni & Guy now.

Sometimes we count it as Fate. I was shopping one day with my cutest Joey Pompeepee and this good-looking guy approached me. He is none other than kenneth.

----- stop posting went to toilet, something crazy happened -----

Well on that day, it happened so that Kenneth was looking for a model for his haircut pract as his model was just so sick last minute la. As he had specific style he was looking for, he only aimed on short hair girl- which was me!

So although I had my last haircut like only 2-3 weeks ago, I still went ahead to try. I mean, I only wanted to try out and it was like helping him too..

In the end, the results was pretty much amazing!

Through there, I went on to let him cut several times and became a "regular" model of his.

Then their international creative director, Janice K, saw me and wondered if I could help them with a hair show.

It was quite sad as the first time she asked me I couldn't due to travelling.

But the second time she asked me and I was so glad I did!

The whole experience was amazing and I got to know many girls and their hairstylist.

Don't you think hairstylist always look the best? I mean they always have the nicest hair and look. And I swear Toni & Guy has the nicest people ever. Be it friendliness or helpfulness. And they all look good! *One addition reason why I agreed to Kenneth's request was because he's quite good looking :x *

Here is Kenneth:

So im glad that I can always get my haircut there now, for free. And if they ever need model, its free and I get paid too! Much too my surprise really.

Well for those who cannot afford Toni & Guy, its ok! They had their academy school and it is equally good! Haircut is only at 8 bucks! So do check out their website/Facebook for more info ok!

----- Back to main topic -----

Was blogging halfway the other day and after i went to the toilet, i received a shocking sms.

" (: rmb u working 2 - 10 at bugis! " from my dearest cai yin. At that point of time i really shocked! Cause all along i didnt realise i was working on that day and happily did everything i want, use lappy, read blogs etc even planned to bring gino out :(

Well, I can only say that I haven't been paying attention to lots of stuff and this is really the first time ever in 2 years I forgot about work... oh well.

And by the name of my post, I am here today to speak about the dragon year.

People always say that dragon year is the best to conceive. Chinese people say "望子成龙, 望女成凤." But then hor, also no need so many people shotgun this year ma!

Friends around me are suddenly all getting married. A lot because they are pregnant. I mean if you are stable with your gf/bf already then dont mention. But most of them, break & patch like free one leh, or worst, together not even half a year already pregnant...

Well I know I shouldnt say so much ultimately its their choice. But I really wish the best for you guys, I hope your marriage would be happy and hope you guys have a happy family.

I mean I also want a happy family, but not because I have a baby and my hubby cannot live me because of the baby.

Whatever! Happy Leap Year people!

New hair :)

Sleep

Even my phone is against me. FML.

Its true sleep is essential to us, but don't you think you're sleeping way too long?


Almost up to 12 hours daily, and yet its me who woke you up daily too. When I sleep, you work. When I work, you sleep. But you are even sleeping way more than me.

My friend told me, "nvm let him sleep longer."
Don't you think its too long? Who or what am I supposed to talk to or do when you're sleeping?

Like that I might as wee throw my phone away. Looking back you used to wake up at 7 or 8am just to accompany sms when I go to school.

What now? I have to call you, and still cannot too early. Why? BLOODY TO LET YOU SLEEP LONGER.


And when I really do, you answer, Wan make my blood boil even more. So many times I tried to keep cool but failed.
Can't you hear me in phone or can't you understand? Forever no answer? Fuck it hard, seriously.




Its either my pms or I had enough. Go on and sleep all you want.
Probably I will just meet you once a month, best.

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