The 280th.

Wanted to post something badly.
But was super affected by something.

So let's just make it a short one.

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So fast, one year has past.
What have I went through this year?

Family.

Haven't really been seeing my nanny's family a lot this year due to major exams,
it's time to really do some catching up.
I really hope we can all see each other soon.
With new members to the big family.

To my own family.
I wish that I haven't had such an immature brother.

Friends.

Some people are so hypocrites.
I knew that all along. Just that this year I went through more of it.
Thought I really could overcome the fact that I don't have friends.
But He was right. My friends sucked. They are just scumbags that ask me out when they need me.
I had enough. I am dumb. I still am.
So what if I'm complaining everyday?

Let's just hope new year I will meet more trustworthy and reliable friends.

School.

One entire year of mugging is finally over.
All the heartaches from CCA, all the waking up early, lazy go to school.
Everything is finally over.
Now it's just the fear of getting results.

I'm so gonna miss Dunman.

Love.

This year is a really big breakthrough.
I broke out of the bf-in-the-same-school curse & 4months-only-rs curse.
However I broke another innocent guy's heart.
Maybe it's just Fate.

Yet I feel that this rs is painful too.
Have we really understood each other?

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With one year almost gone, another year is to come.
What's my resolution?

Okay, I realised I didn't blog about it.
Or I couldn't find it.
Whatever, then this is the coming year one:

1. Save more MONEYYYY$$$.
2. Stop your stubborn behavior, learn to listen to people.
3. Do everything you can to keep your relationship with people good, esp towards him.
4. No more playing/ fooling around. Study hard.
5. Be as nice to your mother, brother. As much as possible.

Should be do-able.
Let's see what is my list of what-i-want then:

• I want him to know that he does makes a difference in my life.
• I want him to treat me better, understand me more.
• A coach bag!
• CAMERA, POLAROID!
• More clothes!
• BLOG MORE!
  
• Make-ups!
• A really chio diamond! (necklace, ring whatever)
• WATCH!
• Pretty nails!
• Last of all, long long with ian yeo huang hui. ♥
  

Okay la, I really don't know what else.
I'm like browsing through this year's entries.
I really hope I can do things well in coming year.
I'm off.

Goodbye.