Again.

Chenpei is a bad friend.
She always will be one.

So many times things like this happened.
I feel betrayed.
All the times I tried to befriend a girl, but it don't work.
Now I thought you were my best friend, yet you're turned against me.


Tears kept rolling down my hot cheeks;
it felt cold.
Was it because my cheeks were too hot compared to the tears,
or the tears symbolizes your cold-heartedness?

Yes, I am a loser.
I always use you when I don't even fucking know what I did.
I am by nature this way, what else do you want man?

I'm not gaining sympathy here for losing a friend,
I'm heartbroken, because you're like manipulated by someone else.

Friends don't tell you what to do,
Friends don't judge how bad are you,
Friends tell you what is right & wrong,
Friends speaks up about each other in the face,
Friends don't despise you even if the whole world did so,
Lastly, Friends are definitely not Hypocrites.

In this event, I saw who my real friends are.
It's disappointing when your trust is broken by someone.
& this is not the first time it happened.
Yet, it's one of the most painful experience I have.


For those with true friends, you're indeed so lucky.
So do treasure them.

P.S: You should know who I'm talking about. For those who hates me, continue doing so. Cause your unhappiness won't cause me to shorten my life, it'll just make me a stronger person.