Monday, October 26, 2009

Halfway there.

Hey all Hunniessssss :D

Thanks for whatever wishes you guys made and the concern of those who really cared about me.
To the others who simply put on a facade, bug off.
Chenpei's life is so much better without you all.

To the unknown Passer-by,
Thanks for your comments. At least I have humane friends. Friends WITH FEELINGS.
I act cute at least I got substance, people wanna see.
You, I don't know la. Maybe you got cute ass lor.
Not bad leh like that!
;
I totally have no interest to know who you are already, cause I think you can't survive for good.
I may lack of friends who are female, but I still have brothers who will be there for me.
And I have a loving boyfriend who will pamper me.

You may just be another old hag who don't even have someone to love man.
Pathetic little kid... ):

And to that someone who wrote me a letter,
Thanks, but I believe I rather work things out after exams.

Good Luck To All O Level Students! :D

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Again.

Chenpei is a bad friend.
She always will be one.

So many times things like this happened.
I feel betrayed.
All the times I tried to befriend a girl, but it don't work.
Now I thought you were my best friend, yet you're turned against me.


Tears kept rolling down my hot cheeks;
it felt cold.
Was it because my cheeks were too hot compared to the tears,
or the tears symbolizes your cold-heartedness?

Yes, I am a loser.
I always use you when I don't even fucking know what I did.
I am by nature this way, what else do you want man?

I'm not gaining sympathy here for losing a friend,
I'm heartbroken, because you're like manipulated by someone else.

Friends don't tell you what to do,
Friends don't judge how bad are you,
Friends tell you what is right & wrong,
Friends speaks up about each other in the face,
Friends don't despise you even if the whole world did so,
Lastly, Friends are definitely not Hypocrites.


In this event, I saw who my real friends are.
It's disappointing when your trust is broken by someone.
& this is not the first time it happened.
Yet, it's one of the most painful experience I have.


For those with true friends, you're indeed so lucky.
So do treasure them.

P.S: You should know who I'm talking about. For those who hates me, continue doing so. Cause your unhappiness won't cause me to shorten my life, it'll just make me a stronger person.