today was not fun at all.
many didn't turn up for school.
i did not turn up yesterday.
i didn't have the mood.
people made me angry.
TO WILLIAM, IF YOU ARE VIEWING THIS,
I AM SORRY.

i didn't meant to let everything out on you.
but i felt better after crying that day.
once again ; sorry.

i was being called for some stupid reasons ,
i wasn't in the mood.
yet those idiots just kept bothering me.
i didn't bother.

& today, i'm being PS again.
by the same old people.
maybe because i trusted them way too much.
i was hurt again & again.
i was so angry. i let it out again.
on yujia.
sorry friend. i know you didn't mind,
but i felt bad.

when a human being lost its closest ones,
they tend to rely alot on friends.
& because the rely too much on them, they get hurt easily.
* i am one of those.

perhaps i will never trust anyone now.

i felt better after a long sleep.
thanks for those around me.
BIG THANKYOU.

i had so much fun after that.
it seems like i've totally forgotten what happened.
i went to loyang dua peh gong temple.
it was so fun. & crowded.
i felt bad for blocking all those people.
& i saw ivan and daryl.
so cool (:

i shall end my post.
these few days were my ups & downs.
i am glad to have friends that cared ;
& also sad because i saw the colours of some people.
whatever it is, i am sorry that i was so agitated and " make alot ot noise " .
just bear with me okay?

one of the reasons i was moody was;

today was the day.

our 11th month.

but i told myself.

i wanna forget you. & hope;

i really can.

iloveyou once ; and never again.

& it ended ; 12:17am`