the true me

wo zhen de hen xiang ta )':

very , EXTREMELY .

why? i really don't know.

view his blog, link to his beloved, it was like. what he meant.

i find both of us very similar. in terms of character. but obviously,

she's smarter & better. i am a slut, that nobody like.

ben lai, i was listening to this song again. when i scrolled down her blog, it was the lyrics.

too much? i don't know. everywhere here & there, is her name, her pic.

somehow feel so sweet, yet jealous.

jasmine was right, i don't know what i want.

i wanted to msg him, but, something is telling me i can't do that.

after i read her blog, i can't, really can't think of getting what for him on his birthday.

i don't wish her to be jealous.

' yuan lai wo men huo zai liang ge shi jie'

all the past, i should just let go.

future? i really don't know if i should start accepting guys.

i am scared. i wished someone pulled me out.

i am sorry i wasn't a good sister to jasmine,

a good jie to jerrold,

a good ex girlfriend to all my exs, esp him,

a good example to my brother,

a good girl-friend to all my friends,

a good bestie to william,

and last of all, a good daughter to my mum.

forgive me, i've tried.

it ended - o4:19am`