Round n round n round

Life is not as pretty sometimes, isn't it?

We're always not the best, filled with imperfections that to us its disgusting.
Yet for those who cared/loved us, it didn't matter at all.

Its true that one cannot keep everything good to him/herself. That is what we call selfish.
I guess I can only keep one now, but I think im in no state to even keep one. Haha, happiness just gone like that.
I think I should enjoy the fact that I still can date people and hang out with friends. Or I can finally work so much and earn more money.
This world is realistic, maybe being lonely for awhile is good.



Happiness; I hope you return to me after awhile. Not now, please.

all over again.

What is love when you didn't appear?

Yet again I keep asking myself, should I be doing this?

I want to be with both so badly.

One is because we've been together for 9months now, it didn't take me just a few days to love him. He was the one that really treated me like his everything. But now, everything is nothing.

Another though we've known each other for a long time, we only got better recently. With him there will be limitless laughter and surprises, probably the best part is he is already out of NS.

Both are so nice, pampering me like their Queen. Why do I have to just choose one and hurt another?

So fuck it. Its all gonna be good, I hope :)

Its july already

Can you guys believe its July already?

This year had been really fast till now. Its more than half year gone! What have I achieved man?

If you guys had known, my place was under renovation, that also meant that my internet is gone! So I can only blog via phone which means PICTURELESS.
It sucks ok, but you guys could still catch me peektures on FB.
Will upload once I got internet access!


The coming week is so packed!
Tuesday im having a date with Ikea meatballs;
Wednesday im going for FREE haircut;
Thursay im watching 'surprise' movie with bebe;
Saturday im going to party!

Still thinking where to party and if I should go JB on sun. =/


The reason why im so packed with events is because my beloved boyfriend POP lo! 2 months passed in a breeze~

Still there is more to come. I will show you all the pretty pics taken by my new baby soon ok! :p
Till then, please tc of yourself all! (Y)