Still wondering

Been talking to this friend recently and realised some things about another friend. And pretty much stuff about her I didn't know sounds like me.

Then I pondered again, that's when I know what's wrong.


I compared it again and came to realization that I hardly have bad moodswings already. Though im still a bitch with nasty temper when im angry, but I hardly moodswing ever since im with him.

Love does change someone right? Esp when you found the right guy.
Its hard for me to believe it too.
I think I like it and I don't mind being like this forever :)


Life is so happy and fortunate to have you by my side.
I think I can settle down anytime :)

Good good

Up and down we roll roll roll.


I'm all good already.
Two years down we will get married. Or engaged. Whatever. :p


Side track: if you have twitter, follow me!
I appear there more than anywhere. Lol. Username is peggysings! :D

Lovely no more.

Got to a point where im so tired of r/s already.

That doesn't spell for something nice, really.

Half year old.

Today marks a very special day.

Yet I totally screwed it up.

I was or rather we were so happy when I told him he has been my happiness for the past 6months and he told me i'm so sweet to do the letter till something happened.

I told him im catching movie with my male friend tomorrow.

That's it and cold war.
Right now should I feel sad or happy?

Walked from simei to secret place to found it wet. Im outside now cooling. Why can't we end the day happily?


Laugh at me for being dumb but I rather not lie.
Like someone said, you wont know what will happen 2 years later but why so negative?
I wont run, but will you trust me?

I guess you don't afterall.



& im kinda regretting to be tied down now, really.

Bark bark.

Ok a quick one I really wanna blog but right now my house is in a mess, huge mess.

So my mum said the colour of the walls are like malay's house. Wtf? The colour is just not what I really want but erm... already painted.
Should have painted green instead.


My dog is always barking, argh.


Oh thanks to those who read my blog and asked me to cheer up.
Im a lot better and that stupid boy is coming back this friday. Can't wait to see him.

Im off to bed, sleeping in a space that is only enough for my body. Omg. Goodnight world!

My Love Post.

Finally I'm back to blog.

This time I'm gonna post with pictures so no worries.

I know blog is like my private space but still people will update themselves often with this lil not updated corner of mine.

People who knows me should know I'm not a very computer person or rather I'm too lazy to use lappy.

Today marks a very special start of my so called new life so I should blog.

Can anyone guess what's it? (If you followed me on twitter you would have known)

Yes my poor boy is enlisting TODAY.

So much for not seeing him for 2 weeks, I wrote him letters just days before today.

Letters enough to last him for 2 weeks, not till his book out.

For people whom have seen him, bet you all know his presence is like mine.

When you see him, you see me. Like his sister once said we're like glued already, and that was just when we got together.

I am so dependent on him daily, now that I can't see him for 2 weeks, its torturing.

- no more purple line;

- no more "leticia"

- no more supper;

- no more warm hugs to bed;

& this list continues....

For those who have been through this yea you guys will know my feeling.

Just can't stop crying these days even before he's going in.

I cried to bed and he was asking me why....

I haven't really been so attached to anyone before, so its really tough for me.

So minutes after I started writing this post, best friend called.

He's the best when it comes to being a really good friend.

He knows when to do things and when not. We're so close many would thought we're together and often his or my partner will be jealous.

Yet this time I'm so so glad that my nini can clique with him.

Still remember the first time we went out to eat together. Was a total hard time. Yet now they are quite good! :D

Plus they will see each other daily now I'm so jealous.

(bear with me I want to write all out here)

*I love my bf he just cliques with all people I know.

So I was talking to best friend and asking how's the new batch in.

Well my ex is in his company (so happening) and my boy is in another.

He told me to cheer up cause he doubts bc will be calling.

And so I texted the boy and true enough, he injured himself and can't call. That moment I really want to start bursting into tears.

He told me he misses me so much and put his :'( face behind.

I'M A TOTAL FAGGOT WHEN I SEE THAT. I CAN'T STAND GUYS CRYING. I will feel SUPER UBER SAD.

So because mummy is just beside me I sucked up my tears, but the second text I totally cried. lol.

Enough of words pictures up now.

No more pedi/mani
no more working out
no more act cute face

no more ak (ah kua)



no more snapshots


no more oily face
no more supper

no more carrying bag
no more hugs


no more hair blowing





and of course, no more facial time.

I just hope he will be fine, and out soon.

I know its not the end of the world.