I haven't been blogging have I? And everytime I do, its with my phone. And phone cannot upload pictures which is damn irritating.
Now, im blogging in bangkok.
In case you didn't know im on a 5d4n holiday with my ni and his family.
The trip is enjoyable so far but also depressing.
Idk if its just me or what. The first night here I cried badly. Now last night I cried too.
Somehow there's a lot on my mind and I just cannot figure them or what, stress builds up and the only way to release: crying.
I know im being hard on him, so demanding.
First I want him to quit badly, now I want him to earn money. Seriously what do I want?
Out of nowhere I can just get angry, I really don't know what's wrong. Can't be pms already, its way past.
Think I've taken him way for granted. I think he's getting sick of me, I think happy moments wont last long.
I think he will not want me one day, as always.
It was our 4th month yesterday and here I am talking about all these. Thanks lil mind of mine. You sure know how to make my fragile heart fall way to the bottom.
Now, im blogging in bangkok.
In case you didn't know im on a 5d4n holiday with my ni and his family.
The trip is enjoyable so far but also depressing.
Idk if its just me or what. The first night here I cried badly. Now last night I cried too.
Somehow there's a lot on my mind and I just cannot figure them or what, stress builds up and the only way to release: crying.
I know im being hard on him, so demanding.
First I want him to quit badly, now I want him to earn money. Seriously what do I want?
Out of nowhere I can just get angry, I really don't know what's wrong. Can't be pms already, its way past.
Think I've taken him way for granted. I think he's getting sick of me, I think happy moments wont last long.
I think he will not want me one day, as always.
It was our 4th month yesterday and here I am talking about all these. Thanks lil mind of mine. You sure know how to make my fragile heart fall way to the bottom.
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