It's Father's Day again-

Happy Father's Day.

Blessings to all children, who has great fathers, or even has father around to be with them.
Even they did not do anything to please you,
Even they did not care about you,
Even they let you down,
Even you dislike or hated them,
It's Father's Day today.

Without your father, you won't exist.

The other day I went to settle some family issue.
Since my grandmother's ashes are placed at 光明山, they have decided to move my father's one over too.
Because I slept late and woke up early the day before, I was in terrible mood.
But after I saw the uncle bringing down my father's ashes,
I was overwhelmed by sadness.

I wanted to cry, but I can't.
My mum, relatives were all there;
I can't just cry like that.

I held back my tears, till in the car, I teared silently.

After 8 years, I still can't deny that fact that I loved my father.
I miss him.
Many of you all would have hated your dad,
like me in the past.

I even curse my father before.
He was really strict.
I couldn't have long hair,
I couldn't enjoy what girls may do,
I couldn't stay up late,
This, That.
All of it makes me unhappy.
Especially when he punishes us, it's where no one can think about it.

But I regretted right after I knew that he got cancer.

I was only 9 years old when he was gone.
I didn't have much memories with him.
Maybe that is why I became rebellious.
I urge my brother not to smoke, because I don't want him to end up like my father.

I miss my father, even eight or ten years down the road,
I bet I'll still cry over it.

Readers, I just want you all to treasure your loved ones.
Really, don't be like me. Only when it's gone, you start to regret.
Be nice to them, okay?

Last of all,

Happy Father's day, Daddy.
Wherever you may be, You're always my Great Father.
Thanks for being so nice to me when you were around.
I love You.