Conplains .

Things hasn't been going smoothly for me .
About my appeal , I'll talk to Mrs Neo tomorrow .
Thanks peep for all your concerns .
& some , nagging .
I appreciate it all .

Even though I haven't been in any mood recently ,
I thought there were things which can cheer me up .
Maybe there was .
But , it doesn't stay long .
Less than one hour , it ended .

I have less confidence about my appeal already .
& i realised the teachers spoke about me during promotion meeting .
Then , class chalet .
I think if it was without the help of reuben , I would just have cancelled the whole thing .
I mean what is wrong with the class sia ?
So not into it , so what's the point of having one ?

Sorry if you are one that is enthu .
I really need to know who & where & when you all want the thing .
I am not a human being with special powers to predict the outcome .
But i can just say not going and everything's not my problem anymore .

Can anybody tell me what is wrong with The Swing ?
Why does everyone emo down there ?
Night cycling has never before been so ...
I don't know how to describe .
Say fun ; not fun .
Say bored ; maybe
Say fished up ; should be .
On the way back all the tyres went flat .

I have alot to complain about my life .
Way too much .
& i think syalabi is right .
We both have no goals . If there were , it would be to die .
Perhaps the Earth would be a better place without us .
I just wish to walk on the streets one day ,
without anybody realising my presence .

will someone take my pains away ?

Friends Forever .

I've cried till my eyes gone swollen ,

I've stopped too because i know it's not worth it .

I've good friends there to console me ,

& friends who really want me to get promoted .

Thanks people .

I've tried all i could ;

I improved , but nobody cared .

Because i still fail .

I was on the verge of breaking down ,

But I knew i couldn't just let go .

It might be better if i retained ?

But i can't bear to leave all my friends .

Thinking of that my tears rolled down more .

My mum didn't say anything .

Instead she kept nagging .

I was at a lost , so i msged Goh Jun Yi .

I thought other than Bobo maybe he could cheer me ?

& Sorry , to let you hear me crying .

It should be the first & last time i guess .

Sorrrrrrrry ~

Afterall , it's all my fault .

But i'll work harder ,

& even if Mrs Neo really don't allow me to get promoted ,

I'm contented .

Because i know i tried .

So guys , work hard okay ?

Don't regret when you land like me .

Miracles do happen , but not ALWAYS .

thanks peep for making my day once again (:

pictures ; as promised

here are some pictures& videos taken over past few days . =D

this is only part one =xx