歌曲：我怀念的 by 孙燕姿

我问为什么 ; 那女孩传简讯给我
而你为什么 ; 不解释低着头沉默
我该相信你很爱我 ; 不愿意敷衍我
还是明白你已不想挽回什么
想问为什么 ; 我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么 ; 却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着 ; 把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕真相太赤裸裸 ; 狼狈比失去难受
我怀念的 ; 是无话不说
我怀念的 ; 是一起作梦
我怀念的 ; 是争吵以后还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日 ; 也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空 ; 最紧的右手 ; 最暖的胸口
谁记得 ; 谁忘了
想问为什么 ; 我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么 ; 却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着 ; 把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕真相太赤裸裸 ; 狼狈比失去难受
我怀念的 ; 是无话不说
我怀念的 ; 是一起作梦
我怀念的 ; 是争吵以后还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日 ; 也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空 ; 最紧的右手 ; 最暖的胸口
谁忘了
我怀念的 ; 是无言感动
我怀念的 ; 是绝对炽热
我怀念的 ; 是你很激动求我原谅抱得我都痛
我记得你在背后 ; 也记得我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌 ; 最美的烟火 ; 最长的相拥
谁爱得太自由
谁过头太远了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺
谁自顾自地走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变沉重
谁忘了要给你温柔~ ah~~
我怀念的..
我还有想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日 ; 也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空 ; 最紧的右手 ; 最暖的胸口
我放手 , 我让座 , 假洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得
太爱了 , 所以我 , 没有哭 ,
没有说



it didn't come to my mind why i wanted to blog this.
maybe i was too random, or i just wanna spend time.
or, i was hoping that he will come across this some day.
i guess it was none of the above.
& for those that accidently came across things that is not supposed to be seen
on the previous post, i am sorry.
i , like to do all sorts of things.
if by chance you saw it, i hope it doesnt really make you go
" WAH, sucha bitch or blahblah . "


i miss the way you talk ;
i miss the way you looked ;
i miss the way you act cute ;
i miss the way we held hands ;
i miss the way you hugged me ;
i miss the way you did lil things ;
i miss the way you cared for me ;
i miss the way we spent time tgt ;
i miss the way you fetch me to sch ;
i miss the way you touched my hair ;
i miss the way you SMS me everyday ;
i miss the way you edit pictures for me ;
i miss the way you tried to make me laugh ;
i miss the way you draw things on my hand ;
i miss the way you came & meet me after sch ;
i miss the way we stared blankly at each other ;
i miss the way you asked me if you can woo me ;
i miss the way how you looked when we first met ;
i miss the way we went to meet our precious nuer ;
i miss the way where you will try hard to ask me eat ;
i miss the way where we will sit down and hardly talk ;
i miss the way you lend me your jacket despite your flu ;

& last of all , i miss the way you said you love me .

i was thinking too much.

i wasn't a good girlfriend to you compared to her.

but i am sure we are different in a way.

sometimes i really do regret making stupid decisions when i'm angry.

i'm sure you know i was angry that time.

but can't we even talk like friends now?

i feel lost, very lost.

without you to at least cheer me up, i hope for nothing everyday.

& i swear, i didn't love you for just that moment

i didn't ' anyhow ' accept you.

i was sure of my feelings ; and so much so that i still miss you.

sorry isn't just the cure.

& it ended ; 11:51pm`