I'm useless, helpless & worthless.

Crying seems to be the only way out these days for me. Every one or two days i will cry awhile, for all the things happening at home is really making me insane. Why do i have such a brother? He deleted my acc for the comp, and i can't login. He took the cap jerr gave me for my 14th birthday without even asking. I feel like killing him, for he always steals the attention, for being annoying and for being a loser. I wanna run away from home, then realise i've nobody to turn to. Where can i go? If not for this mobile blogging, i would have already bottled everything.


Tell me what to do, please.

After Common Test, Before EOY.

Yesyes! I'm now at JCXY house luh.

Did you all blog readers miss me?
I bet you did ! :D


So, here's what happening the past few days...

17.09(Wed)
I only remembered I fell asleep during Amaths, & trust me it's the very first and rare time I would actually fall asleep in class.
Then at night, something bad happened at home, I cried before I sleep.
No one knew I guess.
Next morning eyes quite swollen also nobody realised :/


16.09(Tues)
Had D&T instead of band; Poor Khairul played alone! :(
After D&T went to meet YJ, cause he wanted to pass me stuff.
Didn't know he was with his Dragon Boat friends!
So paiseh lo, but funny also.

15.09(Mon)
After school straight away went to K at Katong.
Very embarrassing luh, with unknown people around.
& I was too nervous that I think I went off tune.
Will blog the videos another day :D
[PS. Wenyong, don't worry. Yours will be up toooo~ :P ]

& speaking of results, I've gotten back my report book!
This time round I really improved alot.
Like, WOW.
I passed all my subjects except for Combined Sciences.
I actually failed by 1.5 marks -.-


But I will work harder !
And I realised I missed a whole lot of movie because I was studying too much.
I'm so gonna watch more movies when exams are over.





Sorry if I didn't blog for a really long time cause I hardly have time to do so.
Plus I forgot what happened also :x


So, videos will be up soon!
Seeyou!
* Anyway the photos are long ago pictures :)

Some fast updates.

I was browsing through my photos yesterday when i saw many interesting photos. This is one :)

To make this post short, i've changed my skin! & doing fine(except for 28days). Will be not going online rarely due to coming exams, so blogging with phone now!

But will update next week, i promised! Seeyou then! :D

The very last min of 3th Sept.

OMG, today is a special day !

Yes, because it is 3 September!

Well, this is the date where:

• I got to know the guy above;
• & something to do with my first relationship :/

Well, nice enough, something made my day today.

Not only something ba, quite alot lor :D

-Someone sweet talked to me, & he wants to marry me !

( I will take your words for real :p )

- I met Yu jia to collect his passport & had my Yoshi meal ! ♥♥♥

- Came back online & chat with Darling !

( We are so gonna meet up soon ♥ )

- Daffy is really cute cause she wants me to "save" her out of her house :DD

- Met Xin yu for dinner as well, & Yu jia & Jackson.

- Saw Dear with Xiu ling !

( Zhi lin as well, all his ex were together: AMAZING~ )

Gosh, it was so fun today, I wished it didn't end here :(

But I'm gonna have better weekends ahead right?

I'm still crazy over Babies :/

Anyone wants to marry me? :x

Cause I know he does. ;D

Got to go~ Seeyou all sooon /