Happy 2017!

Sooooooo, for a start,

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Okay maybe a bit too late la but rather late than never right 😝

Well, I actually started my 2017 quite badly. My last and first flight of the year was ADL, which was a station I only did ONCE so far so okay la, like i wasn't too sian being called up for it. But the flight was so tense because someone decided to make fun of someone else by asking if her name is gay twice. Like honestly who will call themselves gay right? 🙄

Aiya all in short its just stupid because you preach to make the last flight the best, and give 2017 a good start but it NEVER happened. 

Well but the fireworks in ADL was good enough to make me forget all these nonsense 👍🏻

 

  

With that, Jan is already more than half gone, CNY up next and this year is really packed until..... 

Havent really got the time to breathe normally or even rest fully but already planning for next event 😩

Here are some photos too that makes up my 2017 till now:

 

 

      

Okay! I think thats about it 😬 it was still fun despite a bad start for work, but well its okay because shit happens 😶

Lastly, maybe I should set some goals for 2017 right?

Hmmmm....... fact is I do set goals but it seems like it will never be achieved knowing how lazy I am HAHAHA. 

Okay la, I just wish to do something major this year, eg. Apply for flat soon HAHA thank god he doesnt read my blog or else sure stress.

Besides that I also want to save at least 20 before I quit 👍🏻💪🏻 not gonna think much esp nowadays allowance are so...... kelian.

Shall go back to sleep! Indigestion + insomnia can only spell one thing; Aunty P is coming soon 😿 see you guys! 💋

Well being

Wow.


So last night (or rather this morning) 3am I looked through my Facebook photos trying to look for the different uniforms I wore before.
But turns out I was looking more at the people who left me with good memories.
Photos are indeed one of the best thing used to capture that moment of happiness. Be it good memories or bad, you can never forget what happened at the instant you see a photo.

Then now, because I wanted to blog, I tried to see if I could upload pictures here directly from my iPad. Turns out it brought me to an album which has ALL the photos I used to upload to this blog.
So it took me through some of the good memories.

In this blog it consists of photos of my ex boyfriends, used to be really close girlfriends and along with some close friends.
Sadly, almost all the girls featured in my blog are no longer close to me.
And the ex boyfriends all have a life of their own.
The remaining friends, oh yes maybe still meet up once in blue moon.


So what happened?
I often ask myself why this why that. (If you follow my twitter you will know)
But the why that I never fail to NOT get over with is why do relationship/friendship fail.
So many girlfriends especially just walked out of my life easily.
What happened? I forgot. (i have really bad memory for unhappy things)
Sometimes (like now) thinking back I will feel sad.  Sad at the fact that someone I once trust so much, and would love to do all the bitching shopping whatever girls would do with friend is no longer around.
Not by my side at least. Then I realise that's part of growing up right? They always say people come and go.

Well, feeling more guilty was the fact that I left several guys so heartbroken.
Those pictures reminded me of how happy we were when we were together. Looking at their smiling faces I knew we were genuinely happy.
Then again what happened?
Sorry but I fell for someone else.
Although I still miss the times with each and everyone of you, I know our fate has come to an end. There will not be a chance that I might be back with you, but I really loved the times we were together.
I hope each of you are happy with your life now, at least I will feel better?

To my current boyfriend, amazingly we went through close to 2 years already.
So far so good? He might not be my ideal kind of man but I am glad to have him still! (In fact while typing this he just came down to send me one bottle of plain water)
I am sorry I have been comparing you with the previous one, I should know you both are so different but it's my habit.

We will soon enter another phase of life, where I will start working and so many things will change.
I will not know if we will still have time for each other, since now already we are struggling with work commitments, but I hope all goes well. If not I can really go be a nun. LOL


So bloggy, thank you too, for being my listening ear through everything.
I might not have talked to you as often now, but I am thankful you remembered everything I told you!
I will try my best to talk more to you, once I change my phone ok!


AND TO ALL WHO ARE STILL WITH ME, THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE. I PROMISE TO TREASURE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU. I LOVE YOU.

UN-lucky

Been dead for awhile aint i?

Was looking at my most recent post and realised its like close to 5months ago alr! At least the pictures were taken 5mths ago..

So what am i up to recently?


By the name of the post, YES. I've been down on my luck.
I wouldn't say its really down down, but somehow down. Its like I keep losing things, got sick and just plain losing things.
And most of all, the things I lost requires me to pay to get it back!
I cannot explain how angry I was when I lost my ezlink card. I was replacing my lost IC and then I lost my ezlink.
Whats more thanks to someone who is so considerate I now still cannot find my card.
I MEAN SERIOUSLY, WHY MUST TRANSFER THE OLD AUNTY TO TICKET OFFICE!
Because of that I cannot find my card, LOST FOR LONG. Knn.


I know I shouldn't blame anyone since I was the one who lost it. So yeah, I only hope now I can find my nametag. Ezlink, prepare to make another one. :(

Meanwhile, other than unlucky days, i really don't remembered what i did?
Last month went legoland and fatty's bro's wedding. Had a lot of fun, but also my hole in my pocket getting bigger!!

Cockiest Face Ever HAHAHA

Typical tourist la. Pretty not?! :p

#ForeverCockFace

Dont you love food?!

Bro di-siaoing fatty, fatty had to shout to address him

So reward is : ANGBAO!

Some unglam photo of me MC-ing

Shagged <3 td="td">

Must take picture of Atas hotel la!

ootd! Fatttttttt fat!

Till then, a lot of things to do!
I hope with my ipad i can now update regularly! :D

all over again.

What is love when you didn't appear?

Yet again I keep asking myself, should I be doing this?

I want to be with both so badly.

One is because we've been together for 9months now, it didn't take me just a few days to love him. He was the one that really treated me like his everything. But now, everything is nothing.

Another though we've known each other for a long time, we only got better recently. With him there will be limitless laughter and surprises, probably the best part is he is already out of NS.

Both are so nice, pampering me like their Queen. Why do I have to just choose one and hurt another?

So fuck it. Its all gonna be good, I hope :)

My Love Post.

Finally I'm back to blog.

This time I'm gonna post with pictures so no worries.

I know blog is like my private space but still people will update themselves often with this lil not updated corner of mine.

People who knows me should know I'm not a very computer person or rather I'm too lazy to use lappy.

Today marks a very special start of my so called new life so I should blog.

Can anyone guess what's it? (If you followed me on twitter you would have known)

Yes my poor boy is enlisting TODAY.

So much for not seeing him for 2 weeks, I wrote him letters just days before today.

Letters enough to last him for 2 weeks, not till his book out.

For people whom have seen him, bet you all know his presence is like mine.

When you see him, you see me. Like his sister once said we're like glued already, and that was just when we got together.

I am so dependent on him daily, now that I can't see him for 2 weeks, its torturing.

- no more purple line;

- no more "leticia"

- no more supper;

- no more warm hugs to bed;

& this list continues....

For those who have been through this yea you guys will know my feeling.

Just can't stop crying these days even before he's going in.

I cried to bed and he was asking me why....

I haven't really been so attached to anyone before, so its really tough for me.

So minutes after I started writing this post, best friend called.

He's the best when it comes to being a really good friend.

He knows when to do things and when not. We're so close many would thought we're together and often his or my partner will be jealous.

Yet this time I'm so so glad that my nini can clique with him.

Still remember the first time we went out to eat together. Was a total hard time. Yet now they are quite good! :D

Plus they will see each other daily now I'm so jealous.

(bear with me I want to write all out here)

*I love my bf he just cliques with all people I know.

So I was talking to best friend and asking how's the new batch in.

Well my ex is in his company (so happening) and my boy is in another.

He told me to cheer up cause he doubts bc will be calling.

And so I texted the boy and true enough, he injured himself and can't call. That moment I really want to start bursting into tears.

He told me he misses me so much and put his :'( face behind.

I'M A TOTAL FAGGOT WHEN I SEE THAT. I CAN'T STAND GUYS CRYING. I will feel SUPER UBER SAD.

So because mummy is just beside me I sucked up my tears, but the second text I totally cried. lol.

Enough of words pictures up now.

No more pedi/mani
no more working out
no more act cute face

no more ak (ah kua)



no more snapshots


no more oily face
no more supper

no more carrying bag
no more hugs


no more hair blowing





and of course, no more facial time.

I just hope he will be fine, and out soon.

I know its not the end of the world.