all over again.

What is love when you didn't appear?

Yet again I keep asking myself, should I be doing this?

I want to be with both so badly.

One is because we've been together for 9months now, it didn't take me just a few days to love him. He was the one that really treated me like his everything. But now, everything is nothing.

Another though we've known each other for a long time, we only got better recently. With him there will be limitless laughter and surprises, probably the best part is he is already out of NS.

Both are so nice, pampering me like their Queen. Why do I have to just choose one and hurt another?

So fuck it. Its all gonna be good, I hope :)