You know why I find it weird confining to you?
Because I've got this feeling, you're not treating me like who you used to.
Yes, nothing now can make me cry.
But I can choose to do that.
You know why, I don't wanna say much about it.
& guess what? I cried, just now.
Wasn't much of tears, but just some moisture to my eyes & a few drops down my cheeks.
Nobody is there, instead you're always there.
Why everyone but you?
What have I done, to make you always be there & listen to my nonsense,
Let me hit, scold, beat or just msg me every single day?
Why do you want me to be happy?
Why don't you tell me everything?
Why am I someone you will think of?
Why do you want to understand me?
Why would you even miss me?
Why everyone but me?
I hate to think, the more I think, the more I'm killing my brain cells.
Yes, everything would be different, if I hadn't know you.
Or maybe, before I have him, all this will so gonna be not the same.
If you had told me, I wouldn't have tell you so much, about him.
It makes me speechless, when you said nothing, but a simple " haha " .
How would you know if you meant nothing to me?
Afterall, I've made up my mind.
It's not that I'll treat you like a replacement or sub,
I won't & never will.
If it's time for me to start afresh,
maybe it will be then that I'll open my heart to everyone.
I'm sorry if I've hurt you.
Love always come knocking on your door ; all at once.
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