DILEMA...

Should I turn left or should I turn right ?

Should I wait for him or give up on him ?

Should I love him or should I hate him ?

Or should I just leave him alone ?

Thoughts of you & me just pops out frequently,
Heard many things from here & there.
Some asking me to just give it up, some trying to help me.
I thank all these people, cheering me, talking me to,
bring joy to me.
Yes, one will definately be down when he/she meet an obstacle.
Like me. Haha :)

I don't know should I be happy or not,
that now, He left me. Or maybe, I left him.
Some asked me to give him chance, some asked why not just forget him.
" Not like as if he was a v v v v good guy.. " someone said.
" It's a pity cause he didn't know there's a v v v good girl waiting for him.. "
I don't think I'm good, If I was, it wouldn't have turned this way.

Remember our first date, & last date.
Things totally changed.

First Date : We were both shy, remember I told william&kuanseng I wanted to walk alone at Vivo. They didn't ask you along cause they thought we both quarrelled.

In the end we had fun, @ Suntec. Yes, It was still beautiful then..

Last Date : Which one? The movie after school ?

You were late, cause before that you met friends, I was pretty in a bad mood.

Watched " I am Legend " . Yes, you were cute.

Still, things went wrong. Usually you were the one who endured me,

now I had to stop fooling around in case you got angry.

But still, with you around, I just feel happy (:

Even just right beside you, no actions will be taken.

Too sick to kiss me right? I can't forget, the first time you held my hands for awhile,

you asked me that night, if you could just hold it longer the next time..

Those were memories.

Why am I even talking about all these? I'm really tired already.

I just wished, I had the power to turn back time, or just.

Tell him, I still love him.

Perhaps, he won't even reconsider me for a patch.

I don't know, I'll just wait. Till the day comes, everything will be different again.

Valentine's Day is just 4 days away,
will a miracle happen?