Dedicated to You.

Westlife: Why Do I Love You

Suddenly she's leaving
Suddenly the promise of love; has gone
Suddenly, breathing seems so hard to do
Carefully you, planned it
I got to know just a minute to late, oh girl~
Now I understand it
All the times we made love together
Baby you were thinking of him

*(Chorus:)
Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should've told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do

Ain't gonna show no, weakness
I'm gonna smile ; & tell the whole world I'm fine
I'm gonna keep my senses
But deep down; when no one can hear me
Baby I'll be crying for you *

Can't go back
Can't erase
Baby your smiling face oh no
I can think of nothing else but you ; Suddenly~ *

This song just came across my mind like so many times,
I decided to post it ;)
Somehow it shows how much I may be feeling?
I don't know who is to blame;
Who to talk to,
Who to turn to.
Perhaps I should just give up.

Was browsing through my messages yesterday.
Didn't know if I should delete the messages you sent to me or not.
I don't think I will, since if I change phone, I would just lose all the messages.
Equals to Nothing in the end.
I just miss him, I seriously do.

Let's see what's up next:

- Chinese New Year;
it will be not fun, without seeing him around.
Cause he agreed & wanted to watch 2 movies with me,
Now, I guess it's either I don't watch it, Or watch it alone.

- Valentines Day;
There is people asking me out already, & people asked where I'll be going.
But I guess I'll just go home after school.
No point celebrating it with people, whom I'm not interested in.
All I have in mind is him.

- My Birthday;
I've thought of having chalet, cause that time, seriously I neglected him outside blahblah.
But, I don't think this will work out now.
I'm not celebrating birthday either.
Unless he wants to celebrate for me, like what he told me last year.

I'm not in the mood now.
Every fucking thing just reminds me of him.
I should just post the other time.
Let's talk about something else.

My Horoscope of the day :

The Bottom Line
Tasks that need the most amount of action should be at the top of your 'to do' list.

In Detail
You are getting busier and busier, and there simply won't be time to do everything you need to do right now. You need to sort things out and prioritize. Take stock of your activities in order to figure out what responsibilities you can toss. First, figure out how much time you spend thinking about what you are going do. Then, figure out how much time you spend actually doing things. Tasks that require the most action should rise to the top of your 'to do' list.

What do I need that requires most action?
Telling him how much I love him or miss him?
Whatever~

I think I should just do survey on another post.
So, yea. Tomorrow I'm going out!
Will it be bored? Half the time yes I think.

Forget it, Anyone can tell me how to cure the feeling of Emptiness in your heart?

Tag me alright.

I just want him to know,
it'll really take me time to forget him.
& before that, I really will still
go on, loving him like I do.