Showing posts with label you know me now?. Show all posts
Showing posts with label you know me now?. Show all posts

Sunday, July 30, 2017

What is with me?

After being in so many relationship, I still find myself stuck with the same shit over and over again. Is it me being the problem here?

Why do I always expect so much? But really is it wrong to expect a little bit more from someone who calls himself my boyfriend? Or did I overdo it?


I just need you to help, you don't have to tell me in my face what kind of person you are just to reject me🙂

Sunday, November 20, 2011

fail again.

I really wanted to post a pretty long one but it's late and i'm working full shift tomorrow so I will cut the crap.



How is how I look now:



Goodnight.

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

you just don't know it.

Great, I got to post all over again since I forgot I cannot lock my phone else post will be gone.

So I was just saying, which girl isn't materialistic you tell me.
Which girl doesn't like their boyfriend to buy them what they want when they say they love it, pay for their expenses like spa, facial, hair, be able to treat them good meal at restaurant every time they go out?

If you're a girl and you hate guys to pay for you even to a single tiny bit, you must be lying.

Even though I dislike guys to pay for me all the time, it is good to know that he will pay for what you want every once in awhile.

The reason why I hated you to go out with your friends was because you always seemed to have money when you are with them. Pool, movie, whatever. Yet when we're together, we're always broke and could do nothing. Sometimes we even have problem affording something good.


This friend told me something like "if you think money is never an issue in r/s, you're fucking wrong." I realised and got it now. Yes, we cannot deny money is not the issue. Without money, how can a couple go out on date? How can they enjoy time together?

Though its not good that the girl becomes reliant on the guy, but once in awhile, if the guy is able to splurge on the girl, it really makes them feel pampered.



My post is getting more wordy each time. Too many to complain, too little you know.
But I guess you will never have the time again to know. I guess its only meant for myself then :)



i did think bout starting everything all over again with you, but since you already made it sound like there is no second chance, guess we will be better off like that :)

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Holiday

I haven't been blogging have I? And everytime I do, its with my phone. And phone cannot upload pictures which is damn irritating.


Now, im blogging in bangkok.
In case you didn't know im on a 5d4n holiday with my ni and his family.
The trip is enjoyable so far but also depressing.

Idk if its just me or what. The first night here I cried badly. Now last night I cried too.
Somehow there's a lot on my mind and I just cannot figure them or what, stress builds up and the only way to release: crying.


I know im being hard on him, so demanding.
First I want him to quit badly, now I want him to earn money. Seriously what do I want?


Out of nowhere I can just get angry, I really don't know what's wrong. Can't be pms already, its way past.

Think I've taken him way for granted. I think he's getting sick of me, I think happy moments wont last long.
I think he will not want me one day, as always.


It was our 4th month yesterday and here I am talking about all these. Thanks lil mind of mine. You sure know how to make my fragile heart fall way to the bottom.

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