What I am to you?

Many times, I ask myself:

Who really cares about me?

The answer was never in my head, I really don't know who. If you force me to give out some answers, obviously it's my mum and nanny.
But will there be anyone else?

I was talking to a friend today, explaining what type of person I am.
Here is the summary:

I love to cry;
Hide things to myself;
Tried to share but always don't get back what I want;
Love to help friends with their problems;
Damn lazy;
No motivation- unless important la;
I share every single thing with people whom I love - Boyfriend;
Gullible;
Moodswing like mad;
Always do things already then regret;
Never had good relationship with girls;
I can never be good;

Ultimately, crying is my best friend.

My blog also! Though I keep neglecting it :( Sorry.



I don't want to be a pain in his ass you know, causing more trouble to him.
I want him to be happy too.
But today, I was really not feeling well and happy already, but his attention was all on his friend and brother.
I think I over reacted, I felt that he don't really give a damn to me.



And I think, I should open up.
I cannot treat my blog like a throw up place.
I used to blog happily, but why have things become like I sad only come blog?

My life have changed so much.
I don't want to be sad already, must be happy!



I know my blog loves me,
I love myself also.
Maybe I should give us both time.
Shouldn't think about him so much, being such a glue.
Fuck it. That shall be it :)


I should be happy more, hardworking also please :)

Freedom!

Okay, now that O levels is finally done with,
I neeeeed to catch up on blogging!

Looks like my lil tagboard there is dying,
maybe I should remove it soon.
Depends! :D


Ohmygod, prom is such a killer la.
If it's not because I pay already I sure won't go lor.
Money fly like mad, plus I getting lazy!
Even make-up also lazy, OMGOMGOMG.

I NEEEED TO WORK! WHO WANTS TO HIRE ME?!?!

Been shopping a lot, wanna dye hair but ex leh!
My hair too long, ):

Alright, I wanna play game already!
See you all soon! :D

Oh, Happy Advance Birthday: Yujia, Victor & Way Kang! :)

BREAK-TIME!

BANG BANG BANGS! :(

Yesyes, Chenpei is back with bangs.
Don't worry, there will be a photo spam later.
SEE ALL YOU WANT.


Side-tracking a little, how's everyone doing!
For me it's definitely better, because D&T is gone!
Not for good, at least a short break :)
And of course I'm heading towards my goal,

APPAREL DESIGN! :DDD

Oh, don't ask me why BANGS.
It's just a mistake okay.
Communication error.

So, I hope everyone is doing well.
And, tomorrow is our Beloved Teacher's Day!
I would say today! Sorry.

So here I am, wishing all teachers a

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!

Especially those who taught me all these years,
thank you! :D

PHOTO SPAM TIME!

I WANTED THIS HAIR ONE!!!! ):

LOVE THIS!

THIS TOOOOOO! (LOVEEEEE)

THAT IS ALL! STUDY HARD PEOPLE! :D

JIAYI SAVES THE DAY!

OMG!

JIAYI IS TOTALLY A GENIUS!
HOW THE FISH DID SHE KNOW NEED TO PRESS THAT!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

She just taught to press two wonderful buttons, and tadah!
BLOGGER IS BACK!
I"M SO SHOCKED + HAPPY + I FEEEL LIKE SCOLDING SOMEONE!


Whatever!

Here are photos man!












WILL UPLOAD MORE AGAIN!

HAPPY PRELIM-ING PEEP! :D

F-A-C-I-A-L

Hello readers! I'm so sorry I've abandoned you guys for a long time!

So now I'm back with more to write! :D
Let's start!

Seeing my Title of post will definitely make you wonder why "facial" right?
Cause I went for my first facial today!!
And I totally looked like Clown now.
But I think the pain is, bearable? :/

Oh, and in between, there were so much convo that made me laugh man!
Like,

How you girls wondered hoe fortunate we are now?
Last time when females have period, it's like, they use those weird papers or even cloth leh!
Imagine that. You still have to wash it lor!

Also, things like Money is more worthy than Men.
My aunt still thinks she chose wrong husband.

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Before that, went school for D&T and later went to eat with Jiayi & Bi !
Damn jokes sia! With them it's always funnnn :D
What Mickey is pervert. Anyhow hor!

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Recently I've made many friends.
This includes people I might have known long ago & some really new friends.
These includes my new best friend CHOO JIA YI, Samuel Lam, Wee Cheng, Denz, Kenneth & more!





Well, these are nice people that accompany my everyday!
Without them I'll be so rotting man.
So Thanks to you all! All are loved by me!!!


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Night study is getting fun! With Desmond (not emrys) sitting beside me!
Though Jiayi thinks that they are noisy, :/
& I love my hot pink nails !

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I can't stop missing him.
Stupid brains.
Study Peggy.

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Oh, the YumYum column will be empty for the moment because Peggy is currently having "no appetite-moon".
She also lost some weight due to eating one meal a day.
But she will be gaining it back slowly cause she'e eating one & a half per day now :D
So people eat correctly!
Skinny is NOT Beauty!!
MUST HAVE BREAKFAST!

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Peggy is not into Make-ups anymore! ( Not so much la)
She's more into Skin care products!! :D
Don't think that I have perfect skin;
I don't!
So I've learned to take care of my skin,
GIRLS! Do remember your sun-block! Really, not kidding man!
Also remove make-ups FULLY before you sleep!

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The other day accompanied Jia Yi to remove her stitches.
OMG, when I hear her scream & crying I was petrified!
It's totally heart-breaking cannn!! I was thinking how to calm her man.
But I also learnt that, next time must be focus while doing D&T!

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Sorry to those who has been asking me out.
I'm really busy, but I'll make time for you all okay?!
I promise :)

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Last of all,

The Jiejie say I look like mixed blood while doing facial today!
Funny!

& I'm like so interested to be a model man!
How! :(



Byebye!

BTW. More photos are available on my Facebook! :D

POST: SOMETHING.

Okay, because Sebastian was like, " Can you post something? " that kinda stuff,

I decided to post SOMETHING.

Anything actually.
So, I have been so stressed about certain stuffs, I swear I don't have time to post.
Rather, I found that my sleep is more important?

But first of all:
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THANK YOU SEBASTIAN KHEH FOR MY HOTTEST COMPUTER! :D

If not I will still be unable to blog. (except for the irregular blogging)
Okay, last Sat it was my school's bazaar,
was rather fun I thought, with selling of this and that...

But I thought I was over la. That's all.
Pictures are below.
Only partial cause I didn't have time to take too many?





Teacher's Concert: Better than last year, I still think first year is the BEST :D

Band pract is driving me insane;
with the tedious Design & Technology;
and of course, my studies.

I am still able to say:

I CAN COPE WITH IT

. (for my studies la)


The rest of the time are usually spent with my baby!
( I gave birth at the age of ONE, LOL)

School ends at 930am next Wed, Dunmanites.
So take a break, have a Kit-Kat ! :)


Gotta go, a loser is on the phone with me.
See you readers! ~

Quick updates;

Hi readers ! I am back to post ! :x
I think I should start with new phrases already, always the same machiam no originality.

Anyway, FIRST OF ALL,
Please do not be horrified by my pictures,
I was browsing through daphne's notebook and saw some "NICE" pictures,
so I decided to post it :D
Especially the one with super weird hairdo.
I swear it's weird.

So, CNY is over!
Here comes the sweetest day of the year, Valentines!
:D
Any sweethearts not celebrating it?
Definitely me ! I think maybe I will celebrate it with MY DEAR BAND man~

YEA; MY BIRTHDAY THIS YEAR FALLS ON THURSDAY,

WHICH IS ANOTHER BAND DAY.

HOLY CROW.

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Now I must really chiong already.
Oh, and I am so interested in becoming an make-up artist (LOVE IT!)
So I will blog as frequent as possible alright?
Takecare all darlings ! :)

finally long fringe!

stress-ed.

Oh dear.

I am finally back, is that nice?
No, not I all I would think.
This is like the first time I blogged in the new year.

School started already, I am feeling really stressed now, omg.
Anyway I will be blogging again real soon, my computer is almost done!
:D

Thanks to sebasssssy luh! HE IS SUPER NICE, I SWEAR MAN. :D



Got to go, will be back alright?
Loves to all human beings reading this post now, ;)
Bye~

DID YOU ALL MISS ME? :D

ALRIGHT ! PEGGY IS BACK !

Gosh, you don't know how much I miss blogging.
Well, I am not exactly back yet, cause I am blogging now, when I'm actually supposed to work.
Peggy is a naughty girl :P

It's 2:25pm already ! Like how fast time pass when I'm working.
Just came back from my lunch, how it sucks to eat alone.
What to do, peggy is always alone.


Yes, my work ends next monday!
Like so fast. Then comes my pay!
Yayyyyy~




Then come Christmas, New Year, SCHOOL, Chinese New Year, Valentines'
& of course, MY BIRTHDAY!
Okay, that is in March. Like still long.
But I am turning 17 man ! I can't even believe la.
SO OLD LIAO~

Aiya, I don't have pictures to post.
But nevermind. I will post it when I'm done with work & when....



I have a new comp! :/
I don't know how long that will be.


Got to go back to work.

Happy birthday wenyong ! :D

& advanced Merry Christmas to you all ! ^^

what am I missing in life?

who do I miss?

is it true that what you're dreaming is usually what you're missing?

the year is ending, can something nice happen once; please?

Exams Blues.

The Guy That Jumps So High.

Style right? Super blur guy Victor. Ah, sorry I didn't rotate it. Drawn by me! ^^

Hello again readers, I'm back.

This time is using my own computer to blog, so yes! I've uploaded many pictures. & I really cannot believe it's that many. Obviously less than half belongs to " ME-ONLY" category.

Yes! My hair is growing, quite long already :D But still, cries because I cannot get my extensions done! The salon I went to said they ran out of stocks already. So if the boss go collect the hair, then maybe I still got chance. All thanks to stubborn me when I didn't want to get it done before EOY :(

I still got lots of thing to blog about! Like this, & that. Okay, I don't even know what I want to blog about. I promise to be back to blog, since exams are almost done with. Only left with D&T paper tomorrow. Got to run now, seeyou all soon!

Ending off with Act Shy bestie! & did I mention I want an extreme makeover? :x

It's Sunday!

Hey fellow readers! Yes, stunned right?

No la, sorry ar, now quite high :D

Know whyyyyyyyyyye?

CAUSE I AM USING JACKSON'S MACBOOK TO BLOG!

& trust me, his webcam, WOW. very funnnnnn~

Upload some pictures for you all!

( due to some inconvenience, pictures will be on top instead! )

There is more, next time ba :s

Okay la, will be back again yea?

:D

SEEEEEYOU~