Sad

So today I lost a friend.

And he's really a close friend of mine. 

We haven't been this close for awhile but  I'm glad we made up few years back. 

But ever since his gf appeared, things changed. Jealousy took over, and I really didn't want to make things hard for him.

So I decided to back out. 

Not gonna be easy for me, but I think I should just take it easy. It's hard to lose a friend that you're so close to. But for him, I will do it. 

I guess it's gonna take me awhile to heal. Probably crying will make me feel better.

Goodnight world