Some 3 years back.

If you ever saw my tweet you would know that some time back I dreamt of someone, which brought me back to 3 years ago.
And if you ever know me well you would also know that i dream quite a lot, not day-dream but i tend to get funny dreams about people.

It wasn't a big deal since I have dreams often, but it was kinda a big deal to me to dream of him.
It has been two years already, and in these 2 years, i think i only dreamt of him about once?
The most twice. So I was pretty shocked I saw you in my dreams.
It felt like we were still together, everything was so real.


That was when I woke up the next day, to hear some shocking news.

Although we are no longer friends, or in talking terms, you know I would really hope you are doing well.
Strange but it seemed like we are communicating every once a year, always this month in Nov.
I still remembered the last time was when some idiots spread some rumors about my brother passing away.
I am really glad you still cared about me, and I can really say nothing shocks me more that you still think of me.

Now, I know its still awkward to talk to me, I hope some day we can still be like at least friends. Not easy, yet I do hope it will happen.
Just like how Gina and I miss the old days.

Please take care of yourself, you looked frail and worn out that day. Be a good boy and not let your mum worry. I know you will do a good job there. Try to study, though I know its not your "cup of tea".
I wish nothing but the best for you.
I never really had the chance to say but I thank you for the times we were together.

I hope you can be as happy as then..

Miss my father suddenly..