Habits of a cry baby.

Realised I only picked up the habit of a cry baby 11 years back.
If you have known me bet you know im cry at the slightest thing.
But I wasn't much of it when I was young. Maybe until too many things fell apart then I become the current me.

Im like can cry over all things, and even not knowing what's the reason.
Im direct, im petty, I say nothing nice but complains& nasty things.
I will always wanna win in a fight.
Me. That's me NG CHEN PEI.


I don't compliment, when I do, im not expressive.
In reality, I love money. That's why I rather be poor& buy 2 saving plan. I hate being broke, not able to buy things for people I love.
I rather get things from them than myself.

So what if im nice to people. They leave me one day. So many of them & I don't even know why. Like mummy say, maybe its just me. Something with my character.

I hate people who are indecisive, pays attention to nothing at all. I always say I don't care bout if you like/hate me but in fact I mind.

I love the company of people& hates being alone.
& I miss the past. Being in a almost perfect family.
I really wish for someone out there to understand me as much as I understand people.



& last I really hate to cry alone but I always do.

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