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Hello Blog.

I was so random, should be sleeping by now, but I have the sudden urge to blog.
Why? There are too many things going through my mind I guess.
I sent my phone for repair already.
Partially was because I was finding a proper time to do so & I've completed my PokeMon Red.

But I did something dumb.
There was this draft, I wanted to send to him, I didn't.
Before I knew it, I left the phone with the person & left the place.
Maybe I was dumb enough to wait till before I want to repair then send that SMS ba.

So as I was reading through "Secrets" on my old phone,
I found out many forgotten stuffs.
I realised many guys actually appeared in my life- till now.
Not that I got many ex la !
Actually I'm stupid la, cause people that appear in your life are either male or female.

Something about all these people, I guess it's really just the wrong time.
Even though we share the same thoughts, we cannot be together.
Time is such an important factor. It just spoils the whole thing.
Someone once said this to me " If you know that person for too long, you guys can't be together anymore."
I agree, but now then I know it's not to an large extent.

* Suddenly I lost my chain of thoughts. *

Can someone tell me what is in me that makes me special?
As in attractive to guys?
Cause there is this guy telling me I got something in me.
Actually got two :/
I'm nonsensing again.

I guess I've let many of them down.
Cause usually it leads to nowhere.
I would say almost everytime.
Sorry, I'm really sorry.

But why do the relationships I treasure most always end up in a mess?
It has happened twice already.
Maybe everything is just wrong.
Whatever it is, I hope everything will be back soon.
Cause I really don't know what will get into me.

Bye bye Blog.