Happy Birthday Daddy.

It's 17 July today, so it's my Daddy's birthday.
He should be 49 this year though.

Somehow I went emo last night while watching Channel U's 10pm drama.
It was about Daddies.
Seesee le then I cry. =/

I sang a birthday song a minute ago, in front of the computer.
I guess that is all I can do :)


I was super loner today in class, and after school.
I'm now arranged to sit way behind, alone.
But I like that seat cause I think it's really nice.
I finished my work in class because there were no distractions beside me.
Oh yeh ! I was one of the Top 5 speakers in class.
Some debating activity.

After school, I head to the canteen and somehow, I went to the very end of the canteen,
the long bench there, facing the big field & blue sky.
I just sat there, watch the kids play soccer, stare & the beautiful, but eye-piercing sky.
Grey clouds gathered, and after awhile, it started raining.

As I stared at the sky, the rain drops that fall one by one,
I thought : Is the sky crying just like I do ?
I almost cried, but, I am in school. How can I cry just like that?
People will think I need more counselling.

Well, after I left, I went to third level & continue to sit down alone & ponder.
Don't know why luh. Fucking emo right?
But then I was better after band started.

Sometimes being alone is really, indescribable.
You feel so lonely, yet, peaceful.
It's nice to be alone at times, & leave out the noisy/crowded places.



After all, it is Daddy's birthday today,
it really just reminds me of the times, we did cards when we were young for him.
& my brother's handwriting was hilarious in the past.

So just,
Happy Birthday; Much love from your daughter.