My Deepest Thoughts.

Although I am Lost in my thoughts, I've realised I have a bunch of loveliest people in my Life, that see me through ups & downs.

I was doing some house-keeping last night,

Throwing away stuffs that was supposed to be thrown away long ago.

I came across many sec2 stuffs;

& found it dumb.

Here I am, not to share them, but to thank the people,

That made my life what it is now :)

& the very FIRST person I want to thank
is:

Jerrold Chan Tuck Chun.

This Guy, I've known him since Sec2, as a classmate.

From what I remember, he wasn't a popular figure.

( you know what I meant )

And there was a moment when we were so close that you mum
thought we're together?

Haha, we're just dear brother & sister.

Jerrold, we've came a long way here.

Although we're not in the same class like the last two
years,

but I'm glad we met.

& because we met, I'll treasure this friendship;

always be there when you need me.

I'm sorry I've always scolded you or reprimand you in the
past,

Maybe I was just as playful then.

But afterall, all these do make you stronger right?

Now that I don't scold you, doesn't mean I don't care.

But we're all grown ups. You've to think for your
future,

& not me telling you what is right & wrong?

You & her, I believe it is not impossible.

You got to take things slowly, she'll understand in
someday.

You have to be strong, to make her yours, you must be
determined to live for her.

Okay? I'll do whatever it takes to help you, I really do
:)

So in future, don't forget you've known such a person call
Chenpei Jie okay?

Iloveyou bro. =)

The second person is:
Teo Kai Ting.

I'msoblur! It is not exactly very long that we knew each
other,

but I'm sure you've treat me nice enough for me to thank you
right? :D

Thanks for reading my blog daily; & being sucha NICEEEE friend ( daughter ) lol.

Obviously you've read the things I wrote above,

So yea. I must tell you. Don't be afraid to accept him
okay?

You know what conditions he is in now, & he is really
afraid to lose you one day.

Don't cry because of what he said. He didn't meant it.

All he wanted to do was to let you know how he feels?

Someone told me today "Love has no boundaries".

Why choose to avoid it if it came knocking on your
door?

I'm not rushing you, be prepared before you make one
decision?

You can lose him anytime, & also you can own memories
with him.

It's really up to you? Whatever you do, I'll always be behind
you. =]

If you need someone, I'll be your listening ear,
daughter.

Third person :

Michelle Ho Wen Wan.

I cannot leave her out. I've known her since Sec1, from
band.

But it was till end of Sec2 that I became close with
her.

This pretty lady. You're always so emotional.

Just today, when I said He sat with her, your eyes became
teary.

I know you like him, but, you must also know He might like
Her?

You're such a pretty girl, I'm sure you can always find
someone who is better?

Not saying He is not good, but. Someone who loves you
more?

I always seen you crying over such things. Be it the previous
times or now.

But thinking of it, I believe if you would have taken a
chance to make your stand,

I'm sure you are able to get what you want.

In future, don't be afraid to tell the guy you like
him.

If not, don't cry because you lose him. Okay?

I'm sure you know who is always there to listen to you,

Share your pain. All those you so called "Sisters",

I saw them out. If you are really gonna return to them, I'm
fine with it?

But I'll always be a phonecall away ;) I Do.

I've no idea who else to include.

But someone came across my mind.

Goh Jun Yi.

How should I describe him? My sec2 & sec3
classmate.

Our relationship is like, on & off kinda thing?

I mean, you should know la.

I still remembered that time we quarrelled. Like cold war
type.

Omg. Thinking of it gives me creeps, somehow.

But end up, what solves it? Guanlong -.- Lol.

We're always close & drift, close & drift
before.

& now, I think it has come to the point where...

I also have no idea. Just see you in school is enough
:]

Your nonsense is what I'll remember.

Good luck with whatever you're doing now alright?

And thanks for listening to me when I need someone =)

I've realised we all have grown so old, that what we did in the past were all like, so childish :x

Like whoever said, "I've changed." I'm no longer the Chenpei that you may know.

Maybe better, Maybe worst.

I don't know.

For all I care is those friends that are close to me,

God, Please do not take them away from me.

They are too dear to me.

Without them, I will not be what I am now.

& to the rest, I'm sorry I didn't mention you.

But I'll when I remember it? :s

Haha, so I'm sorry If I'm naggy ! :x

My daughter ! :DD

Boyfriend! I told you I would include you. But of course not in my dinner :D

Yea, thanks for sending me messages when I was emo ;x

& being a sweeeet, caring, loving boyfriend.

I will never forget the promises we made to each other okay ! (those randoms)

Loves to you ! :*