New Start ( March )

Yesyesyesyesyesyes ;

It's MARCH !

Fast right? I mean, This year seems to go like an never ending engine,
Kept going & not stopping.
Till now, I don't know what's wrong with me,
maybe stronger, weaker or just, emotionless.
I went to watch The Leap Years with rebecca yesterday,
I think she cried, or I don't know.
I heard people cry, but me, I tried so hard to force myself cry,
& I realised I couldn't. Shit.

I really want to cry badly last night; maybe I'm crazy,
but I felt that I've lost all my emotions.
I can only feel happy when... I don't know.
I can only feel sad when... I don't know.
I can only feel angry when... it's like most of the time I'm easily provoked.
I can only feel tired when... EVERYTIME.

But I think most importantly,
I feel nothing all the time.
Memories; flashbacks, to me,
It seems so.. Meaningless.
It's all in pieces, I can't fixed it all together.
I want to cry, cry relieve all the emotions in me,
it makes me broaden what is inside.

What's with all the emo-ing.

I should get my life back.

Even I cried, I don't feel different,

What is exactly wrong here?

Maybe I'm too stress.

Yesterday was 29 Feb, I wanted to blog,

but guess had no time.

Nobody was free too, to help me blog.

The Leap Years.

I don't know whether it's worth it or not,

cause, we were right in front. Row A .

" It's a tradition if a girl proposes to a guy on that day, the 29 of Feb, the guy shouldn't reject her offers. "

True or not, maybe I'll go find out (:

Miss rebecca & I chat alot yesterday,

if only both of us are still attached,

we can go out for couples outing ! ;)

Well, maybe in future.

I shall post more later (: !