" I don't know "

About my appeal , it didn't really go well , so yea .
Mrs Neo won't let me take the re-test .
So , I'm really getting retained .
Just as everything is working well , planned for my future years ,
Mr sum told me there's hope .
I don't know whether it's true , but he has been helping me .
I think not only him , other teachers too ?
Thanks for all the hard work , i really thank you all .

Maybe i should really do what he told me .
& who knows if next year I'm back to Sec 4 ?

My mind is settled . Whatever the outcome ,
I've to accept it .
Sorry for letting everyone down . a bigbig SORRY .

I'm going Genting on Sunday .
Away from here may be good , as i won't think so much.
Who knows ?
I won't be looking forward to anything .
Except this trip .
Everything seems so meaningless to me .

If next year I'm going up , i own Mr sum a big thankyou .
" I don't know " seems to be the only phrase i can use every now & then .

一个人-蔡依林

从皮包里扯出我们的照片

沙发要移到客厅的另一边

晚饭后你可以多尝几口想念

已经没有什么人 会埋怨

晴天 阴天 今天又是星期天

唯一的打算是 心更乱一些

反正我不知道怎样打发时间

出门或不出门 没差别

一个人

到底应该选右边或左边

两个人

每一次争吵都值得纪念

一个人

偶尔感到寂寞再所难免

你的气味还留在枕头边

一个人

我重新适应一切不方便

两个人

不一定就成全一个世界

一个人

关灯看见记忆的横切面

没有光线 过去那些情节 更明显 ( 更明显)

I don't know how am i feeling now .

I don't know what i should do .

I don't know i should turn left or right ,

say yes or no .

I don't even know the meaning of my presence .

I really don't .