At 7am

So I woke up from a nightmare (as usual) and my mind cannot stop working. And my usual ritual would be stay awake for a little longer before going back to sleep because I've always felt that if I sleep immediately my nightmare will continue.

SO I DECIDED TO BLOG!

But damn I was looking at some of my posts and I realized a couple of them were not uploaded 😡

Nonetheless, here's what happened recently..

Went on a staycay to Lloyd's inn and I'm pretty disappointed, maybe before the trip I should have already cancelled the booking but oh well.

The room was ok, not really what I expected but I would say I love the toilet. Didn't get to use the bathtub and it was quite annoying the phone was on the "upper story" so boyfie had to walk up and down to call for assistance.

The hotel had some construction going on so it started at 10am.

I mean seriously the worst that could happen in a hotel is construction?!

All we want is to rest and this shit had to take place. I found that the least they could do is to let us know so we are prepared? Didn't want to complain cause ultimately my friend booked the room but I guess it's just a disappointment la.

Good thing is I had my favourite mala and look at how hugeass the bowl is!??

Also painted my nails with my 3CE nail polish (love the colour omg) which I can't bear to remove.

Mirror OOTD 😂

Came back from hk and I swear hk is the worst place for me. Shop like free and eat like free too 😖 

But I still super love going hk for shopping hehehe 🙊

Lastly,

wefies that didn't get posted.

Thanks for the relationship this far. How much longer I don't know but ya, thanks.

Mixed feelings

Kinda don't know if I should blog or dayre, cause it's so similar and I don't have much to talk about hahaha

But today I have a question and I would like to further discuss here, that is:

How would you feel if your current gf/bf is meeting their ex for a simple meal?

Maybe you wanna note in mind that the ex was just the gf/bf before you and they were tgt for quite a long period of time.

How would you feel?

I'm totally curious man, I mean if it was me I would definitely be like "sure, go ahead :)" 

But today my friend was telling me, "huh, you siao ah? So chill only meh?" 

Honestly, quite chill leh. But only after pondering for like hours then I started feeling something wrong. I mean I totally wouldn't mind la but if he didn't explain me to what they did and all somehow I think I will be paranoid HAHAHA

"IMA GIRL WHAT, what to do."

But then again I have always believed that what is yours, it's yours. Yes you do need to fight for it at times but ultimately if it's meant to be, it will be la. We should also be an adult about our partner meeting their friend of the opposite sexy right? Cmon la, we need our own social life and space too what.....

I know I can trust him. So I will continue doing so. Until the day comes when I really cannot trust him anymore, it will then be another new phase of life 😊

I'm thankful for you, because you made me a more matured woman and you gave me an adult relationship.