Half year old.

Today marks a very special day.

Yet I totally screwed it up.

I was or rather we were so happy when I told him he has been my happiness for the past 6months and he told me i'm so sweet to do the letter till something happened.

I told him im catching movie with my male friend tomorrow.

That's it and cold war.
Right now should I feel sad or happy?

Walked from simei to secret place to found it wet. Im outside now cooling. Why can't we end the day happily?


Laugh at me for being dumb but I rather not lie.
Like someone said, you wont know what will happen 2 years later but why so negative?
I wont run, but will you trust me?

I guess you don't afterall.



& im kinda regretting to be tied down now, really.

Bark bark.

Ok a quick one I really wanna blog but right now my house is in a mess, huge mess.

So my mum said the colour of the walls are like malay's house. Wtf? The colour is just not what I really want but erm... already painted.
Should have painted green instead.


My dog is always barking, argh.


Oh thanks to those who read my blog and asked me to cheer up.
Im a lot better and that stupid boy is coming back this friday. Can't wait to see him.

Im off to bed, sleeping in a space that is only enough for my body. Omg. Goodnight world!